Who is da fool?

## Core Realization

I saw the truth of my own delusion.

I was projecting and I was having a relationship with my projection and with my own shadow.
What I wanted, like the kind of relationship that I was expecting, is something that I created in my head.

It was a transactional thing.
It was me trying to equate everything that I poured into the relationship and say, hey, you're not doing your part.

The big awakening came when I took away the light over the surface and switched the focus towards me.

That was the shift!