Monika Bravo I AM OPtimist
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Not all that gloomy
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Not all that gloomy

The Cycles of Growth...

My book ships on October 23, and the presale is ongoing until October 22. You will receive one of the signed prints of your choice with your purchase.

Choose one of these 4 images to be included with your signed book presale, which ships on October 23rd.

For those waiting for the EPUB or PDF versions, the link will be available around November 5 (EPUB likely in December).

You will also be able to buy directly from the printer and use a more accessible shipping method, saving up to 20% on the book itself, with additional savings depending on shipping type and location.

Self-publishing isn't cheap, and I’ve set one price to personally sign and package the books. I’m only printing the books needed for presale and for selling at conferences.

I am over the moon and extremely grateful.

Here is the cover from the book.
Here are some sample pages from the book.
Here are some sample pages from the book.

AI-Generated Summary:

  • Book Challenges and Completion (00:01:25 - 00:04:43): I just finished sending the final draft of my book to the printer, despite setbacks like a corrupted file that wiped out 10 days of work. After some technical troubleshooting, I finally got it done and sent it off, which feels like a big accomplishment.

  • Reflection on Emotions and Completion (00:05:02 - 00:07:04): I often feel a sense of mourning or gloom after finishing big projects. This happened after completing the book, and it’s something I’ve experienced with other large creative endeavors. It’s like a form of post-project depression.

  • Astrological Insights (00:09:03 - 00:12:14): Chiron is currently transiting Gate 42 in my chart, and I finished my book right as this transit was happening, symbolizing both initiation and closure. I also had a profound conversation with astrologer Mark Jones about intimacy and personal growth.

  • World Events and Reflection (00:15:03 - 00:16:30): I’ve been deeply questioning the state of the world, especially with ongoing conflicts and divisions. It feels like people are losing their connection to humanity, focusing on differences like gender, race, and nationality instead of their shared humanity.

  • Personal Rituals and Growth (00:26:07 - 00:27:50): I encourage others to create small rituals, like meditation or yoga, to stay grounded. With current astrological influences, it's a great time to reflect on emotional needs and create a plan for personal expansion and leadership.

The two things I mention incorporating are:

  1. Dr. Gabor Maté (00:14:28 - 00:14:43): I was inspired by a conversation between Dr. Gabor Maté and comedian Theo Von, i hereby share that conversation for others to listen to as an example of profound human connection and healing.

  2. Bruce Lipton's Epigenetics1 (00:18:08 - 00:19:00): I mention Bruce Lipton, epigenetics, and how our feelings/beliefs influence our biology and environment.


HUMAN DESIGN transits:

Yesterday’s full Moon fell on Gate 32.5 (Sun) and Gate 42.5 (Moon & Earth), creating an opportunity to integrate both continuity and growth. On one side, Gate 32.5 is all about preserving what’s valuable—holding on to what works and maintaining stability through cautious strategies. On the flip side, Gate 42.5 urges us to finish cycles and release what’s outdated to make space for new growth. This full moon likely illuminated where we need to balance holding on with letting go, pushing us to discern what should be maintained and what must be completed for true progress.

For me, Gate 42 is all about growth through completing things. I’ve learned it’s not just how I start, but how I finish that matters. When I stick with things—whether it’s a project, relationship, or personal goal—I find my true evolution happens in the process of wrapping it up. It clears space for something fresh and new to emerge.

With Mars in Gate 42, Line 2, I feel this natural flow when it comes to finishing cycles. I don’t always seek out things to complete, but when they land in my lap, I just get it done. I’m good at it without needing a lot of guidance. Sure, Mars adds some impatience (like, “Can we just get to the end already?”), but I know it’s about finishing strong.

Now, with Chiron transiting Gate 42 for me/everyone: I/we’ve got a deeper layer of healing coming in. Chiron’s asking me/us to revisit those unfinished things, heal any wounds tied to them, and close them with grace. It’s like this cosmic reminder that completing what I/we start isn’t just about moving on—it’s about finding wisdom and healing in the process. So, I’m/we are staying patient, embracing my/our flow, and letting that healing guide my/our growth.

Today, with the 17.3-62.3 channel activated by the North Node in Gate 17 (opinions) and Mars in Gate 62 (details), there’s a powerful energy driving us to analyze and communicate insights with precision. This combination pushes for thoughtful, grounded opinions (17.3) that can be translated into practical, detailed actions (62.3). It's a great time to express ideas with clarity and logic, turning observations into tangible steps forward. Mars adds a dynamic push, encouraging us to not just think but also act on our detailed insights.

Jupiter retrograde in Gate 45.5 brings a period of reflection on leadership, resources, and influence, focusing on how we distribute and share what we value for the collective. Since this transit touches my natal Venus, it directly impacts my relationships, self-worth, and material resources. I feel drawn to reassess how I manage and share my resources or how I lead in relationships. It’s a time to realign MINE values with MY actions, reconsider my role in guiding others, and prepare for future expansion by learning from past experiences.

With retrograde Saturn in Gate 63.3 (Pisces) squaring Jupiter in Gate 45.5 (Gemini), I’m feeling a deep need to reassess my doubts and trust—especially around leadership and relationships. My design Venus in 63.5 makes me naturally discerning, always questioning to seek clarity, while my design Chiron in 63.2 highlights old wounds tied to self-doubt that I’m now healing. This transit is pushing me to balance caution with trust and rethink how I share my resources and lead.

For the collective, this Saturn-Jupiter square highlights a clash between Pisces’ emotional depth and Gemini’s mental agility, calling us all to reconcile spirit with logic and integrate questioning as a path to growth, not a source of fear.

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Bruce Liptons work has been impactful, transformational, inspiring, and fully life-changing in our lives, and it felt so important to discuss for those unfamiliar with it. Not only do his discoveries release us from being victims of our genetics, but they hold deep insights for the nature of physical ascension and what true health may look like in the future once we embrace the power of Spirit.

This video was created by Team Spirit.


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Bruce Lipton's The Biology of Belief, the "biology of emotions" suggests that thoughts and emotions influence cellular activity via chemical signals, impacting physical health. The cell membrane acts as the primary receptor of these signals, translating emotions into biochemical changes. Rooted in epigenetics, Lipton's theory highlights how environmental factors affect gene expression. The mind-body connection shows how beliefs shape biology, and chemical messengers like cortisol, released during stress, can negatively affect health. Positive emotions, on the other hand, promote beneficial cellular responses.

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