THE DAY OF THE DEAD- when one can see its vanity in the shadow of Invidia (envy)
Sometimes the struggles one lives are revealed when one is capable of disassociating from any co-dependent relationship(s) AKA, addictions, or attachments.
During this month of Scorpio energy, the focus is on what or where are we giving our power away, what kind of belief one still holds on to, that is still attached to a person, an idea, a school of thought, a teacher, a community, or more precise to a longing, because at times the answer is not what or who is present, but the contrary what or who is absent…
At times the affliction is against time,
the time needed before one dies,
the fear of not having,
the fear of not achieving,
not being seen,
not leaving a legacy,
not being free,
not mating,
not being recognized, or just
not living one’s truth.
Pluto has no power until it merges with death and releases the fear of rebirth
The question is:
-Can one see or recognize the other when is deep in the middle of the amalgam?
Nope!
One can only see it when one has confronted the Nemesis
And allow the pain in the loss to be a friendly embrace.
I have been looking at my Nemesis, the silent heartbreaks, the places I still endow and project expectations with all the power of my being. A place where I punish myself.
In the space where there is no light, the shadow ruminates and with its echo can induce a silent tune of despair.
In lieu, I held the tiny hand of a 4-year-old, that is ever so happy to express herself.
I walk her through the tunnel, as I make her laugh with stories of rejected tomatoes and cooked carrots.
She looks up at me and says,
-it is true there are no therapy sessions for the food we don't eat because we can't stomach it?
to which I, impersonating a higher self say:
-indeed, my little one, all rejections are just perceptions, this means you are what you are if you are in alignment with your truth, the rest is not rejection, it is dissonance and the frequency or the airwaves will be tuned differently.
All of a sudden, we felt the light and warm touch of the raindrops, and a rainbow illuminated the pathway on the horizon.
Integrating shadows from a place within the memory is very compelling.
A sweet, sweet song…
Nemesis, Her name was derived from the Greek words nemêsis and nemô, meaning "dispenser of dues."
Νεμέσεια, a festival held in Athens to avoid revenge from the dead, who held some power over the living while feeling slighted or even neglected.
Nemesis, Adrasteia – the Inescapable One, was just “an abstract force of justice rather than that of retaliation,” as Demetra George puts it in Mysteries of the Dark Moon. The Romans called her Invidia - from in- "upon" + videre "to see". An intense gaze is associated with malice and the "evil eye".
In ancient Rome, some rituals were performed to avert the evil eye, both Nemesis and Invidia differ slightly in meaning, depending on which aspect we would like to comment on. Nemesis is retribution from the G~Ds, balancing the scales of godly justice, whereas Invidia, embodies a physical manifestation of jealousy and envy, the bitterness that rots within. The duality is the power to see the origin of one’s wrath, a complex character committed to justice.
Halfway through the eclipse season, the Moon makes the first quarter square at 8 degrees in Aquarius - 19th gate, The Sun, Venus in Gate 44, The Earth 24, and Mercury in Gate 28.
When one steps out of the familiar scape, that landscape, one can take some distance in space; going up the hill and looking down to see the situation from a different perspective, for a second, or a period by adding the interval needed to grasp another reality.
-The awareness of how one feels from the pain of trauma once crystallized in the memory of the body.
This attachment was needed to withstand and adapt to the pain. Yet the time has come to let it go.
Last week’s solar eclipse opened a way to confront the deep attachments you still feel disempowered by. The moon is supported by Chiron in Aries, showing the courage to go deeper, to value, and bring to light how you are communicating with those limitations -
90 degrees later, the scope is to take some distance to observe these limitations by recognizing your fractal family, encouraging them to integrate the process of evolution that is unfolding thus feeling the support in your Communitas.
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