Note: I know I said I was taking a break from writing about astrology, but this is too significant to pass over. So here it goes.

The shift is full on.

On February 20, when Saturn and Neptune met at 0° Aries, I wrote an article exploring why that conjunction marked the beginning of a new cycle. Looking back six months later, I find those observations even more relevant as the nodal axis shifts into Aquarius and Leo.

From January 2025 until July 26, 2026, we had the North Node oriented toward surrendering, toward accepting. What were we accepting? The things we were discerning, editing out of our lives because they were no longer making sense. That was the main concept of the North Node in Pisces and the South Node in Virgo.

The nodal signs describe the collective evolutionary direction. They reveal the telos of the evolutionary process: what has become familiar and what now seeks development. The planetary rulers show how the process is being carried. They reveal the mechanics through which that evolutionary intent unfolds.

Now the nodes have turned. Until the spring of 2028, the North Node is in Aquarius and the South Node is in Leo. The last time this happened was from the end of 2007 through the spring of 2009.

We have to remember what was happening in our lives then and find the correlations between that time and now. Life is a spiral. We never repeat ourselves unless we fail to see the connections.

The Aquarius North Node can make you more aloof, more objective. It can make you disembodied, dissociated, disconnected. At the same time, it can make you capable of seeing across timelines because it sees the whole. The Leo South Node can make you more drama-driven, more self-centered, more tyrannical. It is about integrating both.

The Moon symbolizes the ego, our sense of identity. It describes the emotional lens through which we react to and eventually learn to respond to reality. Leo, ruled by the Sun, describes how identity validates itself through its own creativity simply by being the Sun. The Sun does not look at itself in the mirror. The Sun radiates life. It is about how you integrate your solar self, how you have been able to validate yourself through what you naturally create and what you genuinely do well.

When you come back into the collective, how can you be seen as yourself and not as a poor replica of someone else? How does your uniqueness contribute to the good of humankind? It is about finding that synthesis.

Saturn and Neptune in Aries work together with this nodal shift. Neptune dissolves the familiar identity. Saturn builds the structure through which a more authentic one can emerge. Carl Jung called this individuation.

The individual participates in the collective by enacting himself. Aquarius becomes the field of participation. Leo becomes the source of creative radiance.

Their synthesis allows individuality to become a conscious contribution to the whole.

Perhaps this is why we are witnessing so many ideological realignments. People gather around ideas, identities, and movements while the deeper work asks each person to stand in their own place.

The collective changes when individuals stand in their own place and contribute from their own center.

Last but not least, this week’s Full Moon at 6° Aquarius, where my Ascendant is 😊, becomes the first one under the new Aquarius–Leo nodal axis. It is the first clear expression of the cycle that has just begun, one that will reshape us both collectively and personally. It also falls on the very degree where the solar eclipse of January 26, 2028, will conjoin Pluto, making it one of the defining signatures of this entire cycle. The last time eclipses in Aquarius and Leo aligned with Pluto was in 1785. We are witnessing the beginning of a much larger chapter. Pay attention to what becomes visible now. These are the opening notes of a story that will continue unfolding over the next eighteen months.

The rulers of the Full Moon are also the rulers of the nodal axis. They carry the same evolutionary narrative, allowing us to glimpse where this cycle is leading.

This full Moon conjoins Pluto in Aquarius, illuminating the emotional patterns, psychic entanglements, and collective allegiances that have quietly shaped our perception of reality. Across the sky, the Sun conjoins Jupiter in Leo, expanding the invitation to stand in your own creative authority. Authority arises from knowing who you are and expressing it through your own nature.

Venus in Virgo forms its first-quarter square to Mars in Gemini, marking the first point of friction between discernment and action. New ideas ask to be tested. Intention and discernment ask for commitment.

This Full Moon reveals where your identity has been inherited and where your own nature is ready to emerge. Standing in your own place becomes the bridge between who you are and what you bring to the collective.

Saturn has also stationed retrograde in Aries, forming a square to Mercury, which has just turned direct in Cancer. Think back to your own Mercury retrograde. What emotional insight settled into place? Which conversation or realization reshaped your understanding? Saturn now asks you to give that realization structure. The first-quarter square marks the moment when understanding becomes embodied through action. Your life begins to reflect what you now know.

Uranus forms a harmonious trine to Pluto, the Moon, and Juno, supporting transformation. Its trine to the Sun and Jupiter encourages authenticity. Neptune sextiles the same configuration, bringing trust into the process. This is an extraordinary opportunity to step into a new timeline, aligning with the frequency that already belongs to you.

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This essay continues a conversation that began on February 20, 2026, when Saturn and Neptune met at 0° Aries. That article explores coherence, alignment, the nervous system, self-authorship, and why this conjunction marked the beginning of a new 36-year cycle. The Aquarius–Leo nodal axis builds on that foundation by asking how your individuality becomes a conscious contribution to the collective.

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It’s not that I became a doubtful person, but right now I’m confronting a reality that my identity has shifted or is in the process of transformation. Therefore, I’m also taking time to realize how it is that I want to encounter the other.

So instead of publishing what I wrote about economics, or God only knows what I was talking about… (even the Nodal Shift this weekend, any other major thing, or anything astrologically that’s going on, or what’s going on with Bitcoin), do I want to write about that? Even if I have a lot to say, do I actually want to engage with it this way? That was a question. And the answer, after a long nap because I’m very tired these days, was no. So here I am writing about not publishing what I’ve written.

My first piece was about economics, and it was very different. It was stating positions and asking the reader to agree or disagree with them, or build an argument to be defended or to be let go.

This time around, it’s not an argument about anything. It’s just barely an observation of a shift, and so by observing it, is what’s becoming the content. It is enacting the very question that it poses rather than answering it from the outside.

The four questions that I posted, I feel, really come from a place where I am being loyal to myself. These are not rhetorical questions. Each one is doing something different, and together they’re tracing a real sequence of discernment rather than the four ways of saying the same thing in the way triadic anaphora often uses. As it ends, it holds without resolving. I do not arrive at a lesson about the voice or timing. I arrive at the fact that I took a nap because of fatigue, and then the piece is naming its own existence as a result of what is not.

I must say that I also arrived at the declaration too fast about identity shifting, because it is something that is coming from something that I’ve been experiencing, but I have not been able to convey. Again, as I listened to it and I reread it, I say, “Hey, Monika, hold on. I don’t want to sound absolute. I don’t want to have the last word.” This is part of this new relationship to how I relate to my needs, how I listen to them, and how I become aware if what I’m doing is a performance or is something that is genuine and coming from my heart. My body speaks to me these days, and it basically supports the direction.

The second article was about the Nodal Change, and I will or will not eventually make a comment about it. For now, I prefer to live those changes, to embody them, to enact another perspective, to be able to turn my neck in a way that I haven’t been able to since I came from Vancouver. As I’ve been releasing and receiving, releasing, receiving. Anyway, that’s my poem of the day, and I will leave with words of gratitude.

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When the outside turns very noisy, turn to ancestral wisdom. The Greeks endowed the West with a marvelous mythology and culture. They set up the principles of how man acts.

Below, two excerpts from my new book, The Art of Synthesis and the Architecture of My Value. L3, The Radiography of Culture. 2026. I am designing it now and will drop it after eclipse season.

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BE BOLD 7/13/2025

I just woke up, but I have this sense that things are moving underneath and between. Whatever calm I thought that was, there is some turbulence underneath. One that shows me that indeed things are different, and more undulation calls me to surge again.

This is between the real waves of the ocean hitting, the long ocean swell that leads me to adapt, to calibrate. Some of the tides are just moving along, so I am floating, surfing, yet I have to maneuver, step by step the wave of technological change, responding with agility capturing the momentum of future unfolding events.

Still within that movement that has a rhythm, at times there are moments where the wavelength hits something, and I need to settle suddenly and make a maneuver. I stay navigating: I do not sink, I do not jump off the vessel, I do not stay still. Those are the navigation skills that I have to bring forth every other day, so the sensation does not cease the current, it adapts, I submit to it.

I could see how now it is not entangled. It is free, so it is just opening my hands and letting the last piece of thread go slip through my fingers, loosening now belonging to the wind. Trust. Trust nature. Trust my life. Trust the circulation of energy. Trust the movement. Trust the space that opened.

A new relationship within me, I can feel its dimensions without sensing someone's breath near me. The space expands through my own presence, and I begin to recognize the distance between who I was when I held the thread and who I am as it dissolves and washes away.

The thread becomes part of the current, my hand remains open. The wind carries its movement, opening space around as it is visible, oh what gesture!

I had the devotion, the guilt, and the dedication, I had the care, yes I over extended at times, I did not know how to measure care, without a container, it diluted and was wasted. the sequencing started to become a motion in itself, I started to maneuver the waves, and that is when I started seeing things all connected, different kind of threads.

Form shaped the container through small shifts, a displacement here, a dynamic turn there, flow migrating yet always in a wandering path. Each adjustment created another point of contingency between the wave and the vessel, between the space and the fill-in moving through it. Between the silence and joy.

In 2008 I made a series of encasements Time-Piece: Be here now, that were aligned and arranged on the wall and had short phrases containing the word time appear and disappear from behind a two way mirror. These short sentences were synched within a span of a minute, then followed by 60 short vertical lines that would count every second.

The words faded in and faded out in a digital calligraphy, of yellow green color, one phrase moving through seven different boxes across the wall. One of them was simple: time is motion of the mind. There was a sound, that of a sonar, that would call you closer revealing slowly both words and your face in it. By the time you noticed the words shifting, they had already faded. You were pulled in by sound of the sonar, then revealing the truth of your presence.

Because the animations were all encased behind a mirror, as a viewer you were forced to see yourself through the appearance of these words. Whatever reflected back was your own image, seen by itself, the one mirror already given, your own presence enough to validate itself. If you stayed long enough in front of the glass, the piece revealed itself as the moment you caught yourself looking.

The mirrors held the image of an individual observing time. The wave holds the movement of a person inhabiting it.

I can now see my solar self for the first time through movement. The image emerges through the way I steer, through the way I respond to the pressure of the water, through the way I remain present inside the changing distance between one crest and the next.

Time-piece: Be here now, seemed easy then. I now know it has encapsulated the last 18 years of my life. A full nodal return, where in this new cycle I stop hiding behind “otherness” and welcome a full radiant transformation, I now reckon this time elapsed bringing forth my unconscious into consciousness.

Art has always been the way I process my emotional body. I am not attached to the object itself, to the materiality of light boxes or mirrors or storage units where things get lost. I am in flow with the process, not to what happens the moment the piece delivers the information I needed. Dreams work the same way. They come to me clearly, carrying messages from the underworld, and when I can see the image plainly, I let it go and move to the next moment.

There is also a wave that stretches, showing itself as slow maneuvers that time with undercurrents, meeting other airy currents that may rock the boat and actually give space for a new sensation never felt before. Calibrating, tweaking, allowing the current of the waters to come through and move the wave so I do not lose the equilibrium. I instead embrace the place.

A wavelength measuring the distance between one crest and another. Rhythm, repetition. I meet myself again across that distance with another perception, another maneuver, another relationship to the space I occupy.

Time is motion of the mind because the mind recognizes the distance. It remembers the previous crest, senses the one beneath the vessel, and perceives the movement bearing everything forward.

This summer is showing up as a solar potential. We have let go of old masks and aligned with more attractive perspectives. Unknown, yes. The courage of embracing them gives the pulse to the wave.

This is how it feels to be solar unafraid, trusting an invitation. one that moves through the wavelength. I feel it through the distance that has opened between one version of myself and the next, with both belonging to the same ongoing undulation.

I am not selling you a book. I am inviting you into an unusual journey. 7/15/2026

I just finished writing my book, 16 months of dictation, days of insights, walks along the Venetian islands, silence, uncomfortable feelings that learned to calibrate and rewire my nervous system, how do I feel? FUCKING GREAT!

Pre-launch a couple of weeks from now.

In the skies

Every astrologer is talking about a basket-shape event, so what? What is this information good for if you cannot apply the goodies to your own evolution with awareness? The age of the influencer telling you what to do next is way gone. Some are going to jail, (yup1) some are desperate selling peptides, others are changing the game, write X so I can send you a link, while ChatGPT writes the copy of the next article, reel, etc. Fake it till you make it is not working anymore.

Every astrologer is talking about a basket-shape event, so what? What is this information good for if you cannot apply the goodies to your own evolution with awareness? The age of the influencer telling you what to do next is way gone. Some are going to jail, (yup) some are desperate selling peptides, others are changing the game, write X so I can send you a link, while ChatGPT writes the copy of the next article, reel, etc. Fake it till you make it is not working anymore.

What skills have you honed in the last year?

Not sure yet for the tone or the necessity.

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There is an excitement about my internal life that is changing, but there is a lot of drag about the outside world, because I do not relate to it anymore. I am actually looking to start resonating with people at a different level. Jupiter is about to cross my descendant on the next full moon (July 29th).

The planet Jupiter takes almost twelve years to go around the sun. Since 2019, it has traveled from my twelfth house, ruled by Capricorn, through my first house all the way to the sixth, the lower part of the chart that represents the intimate self in all modalities: individuality, values, needs, communication, emotional resonance, creative outlet, and last but not least, habits. It has been diving into my unconscious, restructuring it, in search of meaning and truth. This time around, since 2014, the journey has been dense, scary and then delightful as I played my favorite game: the professional hermit. I am ready to confront my solar self versus the sticky collective that in the past swallowed my self with no boundaries and gave me the impression I needed to hold everyone's needs, NOT! I am ready to play authentically and let go all ways of relating that no longer offer anything beneficial. I am stoked and ready to meet you, and you, and you!!

“In every age someone, looking at Fedora as it was, imagined a way of making it the ideal city, but while he constructed his miniature model, Fedora was already no longer the same as before, and what had been until yesterday a possible future became only a toy in a glass globe.”

-Italo Calvino, Invisible Cities

I woke up this morning with the word contingency in my mind. So after breathing a little bit, I started to decipher its etymology and the meaning of how this beautiful word, which root is tangere, to touch, is joined with com, together.

Therefore, it is a thing whose next form depends on contact that is yet to be made. The last weekend, a new cycle between Mars was completed and initiated in early Gemini with the great giant Uranus in my fourth house, it is this exact mechanism: the meeting is generating a feeling that I cannot know in advance. It is both curious and surprising.

It is contingent on how I show up somewhere, on how I meet the other, the mirror, on how the reflective meeting touches me back.

There is excitement here, and there is dread also, both at once, because nothing is fixed yet, and everything depends on the next contact I make. The outcome lives in a curiosity I cannot determine ahead of time, and that same unknown carries its own safety because what wants to be fulfilled in these days is a slight movement of perspective. One I can already feel forming, one that is going to build an entirely new way of relating, and it is going to expand in the years to come (more on Jupiter in Leo oppose Pluto next week).

There is a new moon in Cancer that is closing a cycle that started at the end of June last year, when the same new moon conjoined Jupiter as it had just entered the sign, and conjoined my north node at 3 degrees in Cancer, giving me an expansion, a direction, an orientation of how to express creatively, where to bring forth the beautiful energy of safety and home in all my creative and solar endeavors. It is a very beautiful closing next week, because I have really cared very much about my environment, to the small habits I used to overlook, how I slowly gave myself the space I never had. I am grateful. Last year the new moon was also in a quincunx with Pluto, a hundred and fifty degrees, that allowed the transformation through slow calibration.

This year the new moon is conjoined with Mercury retrograde, approaching Jupiter, and Mars will eventually pass through as well. Reaffirming that since June last year, these slow movements, attention to detail, fascia and breath work, and everything I am doing with my body have opened the relational space. New perspectives incoming, my life has really changed since 2014, when Jupiter was just in the same place.

Within the last year I have really been focused on every little habit, how I relate to my body, how I metabolize, how the emotional body has stopped this constant wave of thought, meaning that my body was always wired to think too much, to synthesize, to explain, to share, to be reactive, as opposed to now that has all that space.

I am excited about it because I can see the change. These challenges are what move me to another level in this video game that is life.

The mantra in the last months has been:

-Is this radiant, is this solar, Monika?

-Is this coming from your heart? There is no more mirror to make me feel alive!

I am very excited to launch AI Study Group. It came to me unexpectedly, and now that I think about it, I have been building toward this for a while. Take a look!👇

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I am very excited to launch this today. It came to me unexpectedly, and now that I think about it, I have been building toward this for a while.

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THE SCOPE

This is a highly selective study group (or a self-study, or 1:1 option) of two to five people who want to build a local database and dashboard that runs entirely on their own hardware.

This architecture operates on a low-time preference. Modern tokenized platforms charge you for every single query, action, and refresh - trapping you in a perpetual rental loop. True technology is inherently deflationary. By dedicating your own time, attention, and proof of work right now, you eliminate the meter entirely.

You build the infrastructure once. It runs on your computer, on your terms, at zero token cost, indefinitely.

This program is specifically engineered for individuals pursuing technological sovereignty. If you prefer running AI software through paid cloud platforms, this is not your path. This environment is built exclusively for those who demand a local, agentic system running directly from their own hardware at zero token cost - independent of the internet, where what belongs to you stays yours.

The pricing of these paths is deliberately structured to serve as a bridge. The goal is propagation - the more humans who operate independent, decentralized local systems, the stronger the network of human autonomy becomes.

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I am an artist and a polymath who reads patterns across systems. The same methodology used to read an evolutionary astrology chart, a Human Design body graph, a financial chart, or to design commissioned environments for the public realm is the exact logic stream required to decode a local database. It is a process of disciplined doubt and understanding used to conceptualize and solve structural problems. My intention is to inspire humans to operate authentically.

This page initiates that architecture through a brief series of questions to determine if this ecosystem aligns with your needs. Answer what you know and skip what you do not; identifying gaps in your knowledge is equally valuable data.

My history with artifacts spans analog work I have practiced for decades alongside everything I have built digitally. In the early 90s I designed my own website out of necessity, working directly in code, in the pure semantics of language itself, with no visual tools between me and the structure, learning through trial and error. That same period moved me into digital media, where I went from photography into animated images and learned to build the machines that produced them. These past few years I have been doing the same thing again, building this system by trial and error, applying that same discipline to a new structure. I have always applied the technology available to what the moment actually needed, and that is exactly what I see now, building according to our own needs rather than the needs a platform decides for us.

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In 1976, I came to the United States of America to spend the summer. The funny part is that my mom, after my father died, decided to hire a Catholic nun from the United States. When I said “hire,” she actually sought an agency to see if there was a nun that could come and live in our house so we could practice English while my mother was working and would help us with our homework.

Alas, that didn’t last very long because we drove the nun, Sister Mary Hubert, crazy. She was probably around 55 years old, a good woman, a good nun, but maybe her ways were too stiff for these four little devils that, after my father died, unconsciously unleashed the worst possible behavior that any children could have, ages 4 to 10.

What happened in the following months upon her arrival was like a tug of war between kids who did not want to be disciplined and a mother who was constantly absent because she was in the office taking care of her affairs, so she could not be the authority she would like to be. She gave the reins to the nun, and the nun lost her grip within six weeks. We got her drunk, saw her naked while she took a shower when we hid in the bathroom closet. One after another incident led her asking for asylum in a nearby convent/Catholic school that was next door to our house. That worked perfectly, because then the nun was sleeping there. I think my mother was paying the school for her stay and her food, and she would come in the afternoon, so that made the arrangements a little bit better.

By the end of the first year contract, she stayed in Colombia, but she went to work in another school. From time to time, I would see her at the school bus on my way to school, and sometimes we would meet in that corner. I was a little devil, so I don’t know, but anyway.

Some of the things that happened with her coming to our house were that the first year that she was in Colombia, my brother was sent the first summer to her hometown, St. Louis, Missouri. He stayed there for two months in the house of some kids. My mother paid for that, and my brother was amazing. He just had the best of times making friends. My mom had given him some money for the trip, and he came back with almost all of it still in his pocket. He hadn’t spent a thing.

It was my turn to be there in 1976. I had heard about a bicentennial commemoration of 200 years from the 1776 Declaration of Independence. I didn’t actually know what contract my mom had negotiated before she put me inside of that plane, or whether what followed was part of her arrangement or a direct reaction to my outrageous behavior. The nun actually came along with me on the flight, and we started by staying a few days with her sister, an older woman. But then her niece and grandchildren started coming over, and things got chaotic. I made friends with Theresa, and we ended up having wild fights with pillows and baby powder until, I think, new arrangements had to be made. They sent me to Theresa’s house, and from her house, I was handed off to the house of Mr. Baine, a father of the household who was running for the state Senate. I think he was from the Democratic Party, so it was interesting for me, my first long summer in the United States. I was there with this family campaigning for the elections, getting $2 bills, having barbecues, and waving United States flags. In a way, it was a very beautiful way to understand what it means to be in this country for the Fourth of July, which is today.

Long story short, I stayed the whole summer. I had a blast. We ended up going to a house they had in the Ozarks. I learned how to water ski. But what stayed with me is this relationship that a lot of born Americans, unlike an immigrant like me, have with a flag, with the First Amendment, the 1791 Bill of Rights, and the Declaration of Independence. The First Amendment and freedom of speech, the Second Amendment and the right to bear arms, the Fourth Amendment and the right to be secure in your person, house, and effects, the Fifth Amendment and its protection of property from being taken without just compensation, the Ninth and Tenth Amendments and the rights and powers they reserve to the people and the states, these were seeds planted on that 1976 trip. Living those principles and codifying them are two entirely different paths. I then came about studying the Constitution and the Bill of Rights, and it fully connected me back to that first memory.

That leads back to Aristotle and my love for the definition of politics, the definition of collective behavior, and his understanding of eudaimonia, the flourishing that the Declaration of Independence itself carries forward in the phrase life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. That thread runs forward to John Locke, who gave me the definition that you own your body first and the land you homestead second, property as an extension of the self. This led, years later, to Ludwig von Mises and Human Action, and thereafter to Rothbard, who made me aware of what the state can do the moment you comply and hand over what is yours. Hoppe, and then Ammous, my teacher, moved to teach me the importance of understanding that property rights are at the core of the principles of civilization, not a policy position but the axiom underneath it. In the case of violence, defending yourself in the homeland is something that one has to do, because if one does not have that agency, one is dead in every sense that matters. So here is to the grand experiment that sparked it all, the land of the free. Happy 250th anniversary.

Coda

When Mars and Uranus meet at the beginning degrees of Gemini, the field is receiving a signal that ruptures. We can see this across the historical echoes of 1776, 1861, to 1943, years that smell like cannons, firearms, and conflict. Similar patterns: a declaration, a split, a mobilization, a new nervous system. Gemini carries the word, the code, the route, the message, the document, the transmission. Mars is electrifying this action while Uranus breaks the circuit open. It changes the direction into one that nobody knows, unpredictable. They could end up as innovation, propaganda, computation, or purely myth. The target was perception itself.

The 20th and 21st centuries have rearranged the human mind around systems of persuasion and rapid obedience, using the same forces that created codebreaking, pharmaceuticals, cybernetics, and artificial intelligence. They are also training the psyche to receive reality through mediated signals. Today, standing at the same degrees of the sky that stood over 1776, 1861, and 1943, with Mars and Uranus returning to the early degrees of Gemini, Pluto is moving through Aquarius, and Jupiter just entered Leo while opposing it, completing a triangle with this conjunction, we’re asked to pause and read the wiring architecture behind all this noise. While all this moves through the mind, we’re also asked to show up in a solar way, in full expression, even as we hold the discernment to see what is underneath.

Who’s controlling the signal? Who’s writing the narrative? Look for the strings of the puppeteer, because you will realize that the one who benefits from this fragmented, inverted language is the one selling sovereignty back to us as a product. We’re being asked today, also, by Mars and Uranus squaring the nodal axis in Pisces-Virgo, an orientation to surrender with discernment.

What we inherit from our family is not only material. It is the nervous system, the fear, the patterns carried in the body across generations.

Giving the body enough space to feel them, making a different movement, and finding the order of love is how we begin to receive.

II

When I am sleeping, I am not in my body. When I wake, I land softly. Looking around. Breathing. Feeling. Being.

I know I have said very few things these days as these are emotional and body experiences.

Thus, the body’s silence as whispers can be slightly heard.

There is space to listen to them.

And the inner authority quietly arrives.

III

What we inherit lives unconsciously in the body. When we land back into ourselves, we begin to feel what the container is actually holding. And awareness creeps in.

Mold accumulates in the conditions that the container can no longer process on its own. The moisture gathers somewhere without enough circulation, without enough light, and the mold simply grows where the environment allows it.

There are two ways to respond. One is agitation, spreading the very thing one wanted to resolve. The other is a reading, honest and unsparing, of what the conditions actually are. Sometimes that leads to leaving the space entirely. Sometimes it leads to staying present at the edge, close enough to witness, far enough not to participate in the spread.

Mercury stations retrograde in Cancer in two days. The mind turns inward. The communication slows and softens. The sky is built for exactly this kind of clarity: the emotional intelligence that knows what a container can hold, and chooses accordingly.

On the same day, the Full Moon rises at 8 degrees of Capricorn. Cancer asks what we are carrying in the emotional body. Capricorn illuminates what we have actually built with what we carry. Jupiter reaches the final degree of Cancer, the last breath of its exaltation, a full year of emotional expansion delivering its concentrated weight before crossing into Leo to shine in its own light. Something is completing. The full light of this moon falls on whatever the container has been holding. What has circulation and what has not. What is ready to be seen clearly and left behind.

IV

Receiving is structural, the container is ready and what arrives has somewhere to land.

Accepting is the posture of someone still waiting to be told they are allowed to have. Without a container, nothing is retained: material resources, emotional nourishment, physical vitality, mental clarity; abundance in any form passes through or dissipates.

Maturity is standing in the correct order of love and letting what belongs to you arrive.

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There is a figure in Buddhist cosmology called the hungry ghost. It has a vast, distended stomach and a throat so narrow that nothing can pass through. It is always reaching, as it has never felt fed. I did not know for a long time that I had organized a significant portion of my relational life around that figure. This time the story shows the same wound from a different angle, the degree itself rather than only the pattern, and the figures who have stood on that degree before.

I am very touched these days because there is something underlying in the rivers of humanity right now, and it is how can we all separately, individually, reconnect to our sense of value.

If you speak from the word axiom, axiom is a principle, but it also means worth.

How do you make yourself worthwhile?

How do you make your life worthwhile?

How do you make your voice worthwhile?

And now Chiron entering Taurus1 shows us that there is a wound in humanity because we have not spoken our values because we barely know what we need, because we have been following outside authorities for a long time to tell us this is right, this is wrong, this is the way. And there is no other thing more slippery than following the way of others.

I am speaking from a place where I, in my heart, I am also going in on the way. It has been a long road. I love the way that I chose this lifetime. So to explore what value is as something deep, profound, and it may take some time. Uranus in Taurus [2018-2026]showed us that value can be erratic, that it can lead to different unexpected situations. Chiron is going to come back to the place where it was discovered and show us that it all reduces to what essential needs are.

Why Now

I do not believe in coincidence. I just know about resonance. What Chiron has done for humanity since 2018 until now is give us the capacity to have the courage to take space for who we are as individuals, even if we do not know yet what individuality looks like. At least it gives us the courage to take the space, to breathe it, and to expand. The way Chiron expanded to the sky and became a witness that the pain could be the healing instrument. Chiron is now entering Taurus, on the same year Uranus left, the cycle of liberation that began in 2018 is completing. The structure is going to support the healing of value, and that healing has to come from the liberation of the individual, creating the space that is needed. There is a gap right now, and it is beautiful, because each one is playing a role.

Taurus is ruled by Venus, the archetype of the second house, the sign of the body, the earth, the resource, the talent, the thing you can hold in your hand. Chiron moving through Taurus for the next seven years is asking us to go deeper than the abstract idea of self worth and look honestly at how we have organized our material lives around the same wound. How have we undercharged, overgiven, worked for less than we are worth, allowed others to set the price of our time and presence? The hungry ghost pattern plays out in every transaction, in every negotiation, in every moment we say yes to a deal the body is refusing. While transiting Chiron was in my second house after my return, I was totally driven to study what money really means. Not only did I get into Bitcoin, but I have dedicated the last half a decade to understanding Austrian economics, of what value really is. Little did I know that it would open a new perspective on what it means to become free and responsible. Ludwig von Mises called it subjective value theory: the worth of a thing is never set by the market, never set by another, it is set by the individual who chooses it. Which means the hungry ghost, the one who lets others determine its worth, is not only a psychological wound. It is an economic one.

Prometheus is a kind of inspirational daimon. He is a force within the psyche that has access to knowledge of how the cosmic system works, and how to apply it to the everyday affairs of human beings.

- Liz Green

The Myth

Chiron is the son of Saturn, as a centaur, he is half animal and half divine, and he is the greatest healer and teacher of his age. He carries a double wound that will not close because he is immortal and cannot die from it thus unable to heal himself. The wound stays open indefinitely.

In the meantime, Prometheus is chained to a rock by Zeus, which is Jupiter, and an eagle eats his liver each morning, which heals overnight so the process can repeat. His crime was stealing fire from the gods and giving it to humanity. Jupiter is the jailer; while the fire, the Promethean principle, is the liberation of the soul from the conditions of the known, the spark of individuation that burns through inherited structure.

Richard Tarnas and Liz Greene have both written about this relationship between Prometheus and Uranus. The resolution arrives through a single exchange. Chiron offers his immortality back to the gods, to Jupiter. Jupiter accepts. While Chiron descends into Hades in place of Prometheus, and Prometheus is freed. Chiron, now mortal, can finally die. He then ascends and becomes the constellation Centaurus, his wound transformed into permanent light in the sky.

In principle, Saturn set the condition because he was Chiron’s father, and the wound was part of that bond. Jupiter held the power to release it. Chiron does not heal himself through knowledge, though he possesses all of it. He heals through surrender and through the willingness to let what he has always carried become something larger than his own pain; in that path Prometheus (Uranus) is freed, individuated, therefore Chiron is the vulnerability that also becomes our biggest gift while living the experience.

The creative spark, cultural and technological breakthrough, the enhancement of human autonomy, the liberating gift from the heavens, sudden enlightenment, intellectual and spiritual awakening.

The Discovery and the Degree

On November 1, 1977, a body was discovered orbiting between Saturn and Uranus and named Chiron.2 The degree where it was found carries a Sabian symbol. Dane Rudhyar named it: “THE POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW. “Riches that come from linking the celestial and the earthly nature.”

To trust the vulnerability of the pain, to surrender to it rather than reach past it, is the bridge Chiron offers, and it is that surrender that supports the individuation path.

It is the wealth that comes from integrating both spirit and matter. When you link this process, it brings to the individual consciousness something that has been elusive as the rainbow can be, because it never ends. It brings to the source of symbolic, universally valid wealth. The substance is found not by going directly toward it but by traversing the entire arc and arriving at the place where light meets the ground.

That is the degree where Chiron announced itself to the world. And this is where spirit and matter find a resonance so they can understand the meaning of value and the meaning of being of worth. That is an axiom.

That 3°degree3 carries a specific resonance in the charts of others who have traversed their own underworld. Dante brought the electrical, Uranian spark of breakthrough to make the Inferno a visible map one can walk through. Carl Jung held his natal Neptune on this exact point, dissolving the boundaries of the mind to map the vast ocean of the collective unconscious from the inside out, showing us that reclaiming our worth requires descending into the dark, heavy architecture of the body where the shadow is physically held. They anchored the sky and the psyche at this degree. While they received the high frequencies of Uranus and Neptune, my Jupiter in Taurus is here to ground them—to turn the cosmic transmission into a physical, somatic reality that can be lived and valued on the earth plane.

I align very much with resonance; when I find that I share frequencies with situations, persons, or things, they become a way for me to go back to myself and recognize the deep meaning—not from my head, but from an inner frequency of knowing. Something is resonating at such an internal level that I just get it. I don't need to read about it. I don't need to analyze it. Sharing this degree with Dante or Jung isn't about looking outside myself for confirmation; it is the visceral, internal recognition of the track. It means the map is already alive in my cells.

The Father

I was eight years old, my father died.4 The gaze of his eyes had never fully landed on me in the way a child required thereafter. His vacuum was so big, I never understood I had been left without it. What I did not understand for decades was that his absence gave space to a structural principle of loss; a yielding of authority toward whoever would take his place, a constant seeking of the gaze that was filled with that profound emptiness. Every relational field I entered after that became a potential site for the gaze to finally arrive. To be honest, I was not choosing this consciously. The hungry ghost was filling the space automatically, reaching across every encounter toward the thing it had never received. I cared for others more than I cared for myself because caring for the other was the form the reaching took. If I made myself indispensable to someone else’s life, perhaps the gaze would turn and find me.

The final sting

Something happened in a relational context that I will not describe in full here.5 What I will say is that I was self-devaluated in front of another person in a way that dropped me completely to the ground. There was nothing I could stand on and call meaningful. I felt a lot of shame, and I was disappearing inside of it. At the same time there was anger, because that day I realized I was not caring for myself. I had been completely fascinated by projections.

What it revealed was not caused by the other person. The wound was already there. I had had my Saturn return at twenty nine years old and made appropriate changes. I moved to New York. During my Uranus opposition there was also a big shift. I decided I wanted to explore a new way of living, changed my habits, started meditation, became more integrated. But there was something that was not really working, and it was that I had completely neglected caring for myself. I had merged with the other and felt I had no more agency, no more sense of worth. I was fifty years old, not just confused, but beaten up by life.

When I fell on my feet that day I said: I will never let this happen to me again, ever. The wound does not open to punish. It opens because the soul has arrived at the threshold where the old compensation pattern can finally be seen for what it is.

It was perfectly timed; it was October 2015, the exact date of my third and final Chiron Return. At fifty-one years old, the sky showed me how to stop theorizing my life and to actually embody the process. The old survival structures built to protect me from the absence of my father had finally become too rigid. It took a sudden, violent shattering of that architecture to break me open, ensuring that I wouldn't spend the rest of my life hidden feeding a hungry ghost. The collapse was brutal, but it was the only way to initiate the liberation.

The Twelve Years Between

What has evolved within a full Jovian cycle is the substance of this piece. I have moved through evolutionary astrology, Human Design, systemic constellations, somatic practice, German New Medicine, and the long interior process of understanding what the wound actually is. Alongside all of that, the body is doing its own work. My body is carrying a long arc of unresolved separation: the father at eight years old, and then decades later, the loss of an entire collective, the community that dissolved when I moved and when I spoke up against programming. There are relationships that ended or shifted. Then, there is my mom’s passing, a profound somatic shattering of the structures of belonging that had defined me and then ceased to exist.

The body holds in loyalty that which the psyche needs to release, to face and encounter, to receive as it is, and the holding is the organism that knows patiently for the conditions that make release safe. All the teachers and practitioners who held this arc carry the axis in their own charts in ways I did not see until I looked. Far away from coincidences, they are vibrating at a frequency I needed to meet. The chart selects when it is ready to work.

In the last year and a half, a number of close friends started creating gaps. Their presence, which had been constant, began to disappear. At the very beginning that gave me the sense that something was missing, and then I understood that it was an opportunity for me to integrate the hungry ghost. The withdrawal had made me doubt myself, scanning back through everything I might have said or done to cause the distance. Was it my sh*t posting? My new love for Bitcoin, economics and geopolitics, or were they still upset at my fierce stand against the scam-demic and the poison they labeled as a “vaccine”? The truth was that my friends left when I started standing in my own authority and speaking my mind. The actual topic (Bitcoin, vaccines) matters less than the profound isolation of that experience.

My dreams are a channel that shows me something different I need to see. The gap I was feeling, the loss, the pain, that had always been there. The “friends” absence was not created by the withdrawal. Their presence had been filling it. I had been filling it with my over caring, and before them in singular with others, and before them with others still, caring for people as a form of reaching toward the gaze that had been absent since I was eight years old. The open space is not the wound. The open space is what the wound had been preventing me from inhabiting.

In the first week of April 2026, a dream arrived, a kind of dream that is so vivid, I stay inside it for days. In it, I was standing between Roman gates and walls. The dream showed me a way in and out. The sensation of feeling in prison was real and the open space was equally real, and I was shown both simultaneously. The hungry ghost was named that week as a mechanism to be recognized. It was organized around a child’s completely reasonable response to an unbearable absence. the days that followed I started to feel very uncomfortable, I noticed my body was showing me a way to move and to allow more space.

There after, I went to Vancouver for systemic constellations work. What opened there was the work on the wound itself, neither from the place of hurt, not from the place of trying to understand or assign meaning, but from the place of feeling. I received my parents in a constellation. I wept. For the first time I felt what it was to have grown up, to have taken what they were able to give and to have released them from the demand to give what they could not.

The hungry ghost does not dissolve through understanding. It dissolves through the body having a different experience. Chiron can ONLY be experienced, no book, no text, no podcast, not even this text can tell you how it is felt, Chiron is not a sacrifice but a surrendering to what the maturity of Saturn, meets the promethean fire and knows that it owns the field, the journey, the story.

My Jupiter is in Taurus. The healing was always going to arrive as a physical reality, as something the cells hold differently, not as a conclusion the mind reaches. The fascia work, the Qigong, the subtle embodied movement practice I have been building during this period are the direct somatic address of what the body was carrying that the mind stopped naming.

My Saturn is in Pisces in my first house; the elusive authority of my father has become my actual spiritual path, forcing me to become my own person. For a long time, my Uranus opposition in Virgo showed me that relationships were the map to my inner fire—a fire I could only totally embrace once I integrated both spirit and structure. The architecture of my value is the way to express my reality in the most colorful of all ways. This somatic focus is the very essence of Chiron’s loop through the body, and now that it has moved into Taurus, the vessel itself is the bridge to reach the heavens, transcending Saturn’s edge. The routine is simple: care for your beautiful vessel. That is an essential need.

Now

I am relaunching my work, a brand new website, I am building new ways of connecting through my voice, coming from a place I would describe as radiant. I use that word carefully, because radiance is the interior warmth that does not require a surface to land on. It generates from within and moves outward freely. The hungry ghost is organized around the surface it needs. Radiance does not need the surface.

What Is Coming

In October 2027 these points converge in the sky simultaneously. The Chironic principle arrives at the exact degree of my natal Jupiter while transiting Pluto lands precisely on my ascendant, burning away the last remnants of my old survival identity to reveal my raw personal power. This is the soul’s evolutionary direction striking the threshold of identity itself. Voice and value meet the liberation principle in the house of relationship. The full cycle completes. In the myth, when Chiron ascends after his death he becomes Centaurus, a constellation. The wound that remains open in a mortal body becomes permanent light in the sky. He embodies the wound at a frequency that moves completely beyond suffering. When Prometheus is freed from the rock, he stands fully as the one who has always known what humanity needs. The chains are a temporary interruption. Liberation is the absolute return to his function.

I carry fire. The fire is full rage at times, the raw fury of having to carry the burden of an absence. It is also the memory of trying my absolute best to perfect every movement, back when my mother’s gaze still supported my creative life. For a long time I think I am carrying the absence, the gap, the hunger.

The fire and the hunger occupy the same interior space for most of my life, and I cannot tell them apart because I am still building the interior structure large enough to hold them separately. October 2027 is a confirmation. The chart shows me then what is already becoming true now: the hungry ghost liberates itself not by being filled, but by discovering that what it carries all along is never an absence. It is a frequency. And a frequency, once it knows what it is, does not reach. It transmits.

happy Solstice!

My telos is a local operating system that reflects my intelligence, my synthesis, my accumulated understanding across every domain I work in, maintained by my own hands.

My methodology is low time preference applied to infrastructure. I invest the time once to understand and build something correctly, and then it runs at zero ongoing cost, zero dependency. The upfront cost is attention and clarity. The long-term payoff is complete ownership. The local machine runs whether Anthropic exists or not. The scripts run whether this model exists or not. Zero ongoing token cost, zero dependency on an agentic loop that charges you for every step it takes on your behalf. That is the economic difference, and it pairs directly with the moral question, or should I say integrity? because financial dependency on a machine is the same mechanism as any other form of slavery. It is the same principle as Bitcoin for money. You hold your own keys or someone else holds them for you. You run your own scripts or someone else runs them on your behalf, at their price, on their terms, until they decide otherwise.

It works long term because I understand every layer. When something breaks, I can open the file and read it. When something needs to change, I change it. When a new domain needs a tool, I build one the same way I built the last one. The system grows with me because I am the system.

Trust is a question everywhere, all the time. You start trusting the way you deal with money with a corrupt system. Trust is also very important in behavior, politics, and human interaction. My constitution is based on who and why I can trust, and how I build the structure of trust. If I want to use a machine to support my productivity, I have to ask: can I trust the machine fully, or am I going to create a monster that is going to make me codependent and a slave, both financially and psychologically? The artifact I create is just a device that is going to be based on logic, it is going to have a function of being on the art of synthesis, and it is going to create an outlet for me to become even more practical and functional with my ideas. It is a support system. Just see what social media did to our minds, hijacking them for over fourteen years.

The intelligence I consult is distributed and intentional. I use Claude as a thinking partner for synthesis and complex builds. I use Gemini as a verification layer. There is no single source that deserves unconditional trust, including my own intuition in certain moments. When I triangulate between different models that have genuinely different ways of working, different memory architectures, different problem-solving approaches, I get closer to what I actually mean than either one alone could deliver. I am working with different brains, and that combination serves my intention.

When a tool starts costing me more than it gives me, my nervous system registers it as debt.

Financial slavery and psychological slavery are the same mechanism, and I have no interest in replicating that mechanism inside my own operating system.

Some of you may ask, do you not respond to any authority if you are running your own thing? And I will say, yes. My own integrity, not a moral external axis. That is the premise. When you want to play in the big leagues and you want to be free, you have to understand what authority really stands for. Then you have to do a daily, if not minute to minute, accounting of how your integrity vertical line is standing, on which principles and which virtues you are practicing, as opposed to waiting for an outside compass to tell you that you are right or going the wrong way, because this is not a moral issue. This is an integrity issue.

This is an evolving question, this is not a question to be asked and then have a simple yes or no answer. This is actually what makes the individual orient themselves toward a final purposeful behavior that Aristotle called eudaimonia, where logic plays a very big role but also integrates the psychological components of conditioning that has encased our way of thinking and our freedom, until the human, that means you or me, decides to break free from the shackles and decides to investigate what a more free, low time preference society will look like, if we were to be wholesome, self-determined, and flourishing.

The direct influence or inspiration that Ludwig von Mises received from Aristotle was the whole concept of logic. That is why he named the practice of logic praxeology. Basically, he said that we all have purposeful behavior that will lead to innovation, productivity, and collaborative relationships that, in that sense, will lead society to innovation and flourishing at every level, not just spiritually, mentally, emotionally but also economically.

As I wrote on March 5, 2026: “We are giving machines agency, the capability to act autonomously, then relying on morality, external rules and terms of service to control them. But if they have no consciousness, no inner experience, no capacity for integrity, then the moral framework becomes a script they can optimize around rather than something they are bound by.”

And the question I left open then is the same question that grounds everything I am building now: “What does it mean to deploy agency without consciousness? The only integrity response is to refuse until we understand what we are being asked to do.”

Anthropic recently chose to restrict the release of its latest model because it demonstrated autonomous cybersecurity capabilities that alarmed even its own early testers. Dario Amodei acknowledged that withholding it has hurt Anthropic enormously commercially, and he did it anyway. His stated reason: a human must always make the final call. “This is like a human, what we have seen here is Claude assists, but a human makes the final call. Imagine if you had a world in which the AI model just makes the decision and the human never sees it. That is what we were standing up for. That is what we were fighting against.”

I wrote that same reasoning from my reading of his astrological chart back in March, before this interview existed. I am not saying this to prove I was right. I am saying it because it confirms that the question is not about the technology. It is about the human being holding the line.

While walking on Venetian Way this morning, I counted at least twenty cars driving themselves alone. First it made me laugh and then it made me think: holy shit, everything is here. All these self-driven machines, robots, AI. That is why I think my constitution is important for me. I do not know what you are going to do, but I know what I am doing, or at least I am not going to comply without more than a fight.

Every external integration promises convenience and delivers a cost you did not plan for, in tokens, in dependency, in the quiet accumulation of systems you no longer fully own.

The question this article leaves open, and the question I have been writing a book about, is this: is the human capable enough, knowing the difference between integrity, ethics, principles, and morality, to remain the one who determines what the artifact is for?

A question worth sitting with, and one I am leaving open intentionally: at what point does insisting on manual synthesis become a form of control that limits the very flourishing I am building toward? By keeping the human as the one who pieces everything together, I may be creating a bottleneck in my own system as the gap between what an agentic loop can process and what a human can manually integrate keeps widening.

The distinction I am holding is this: there is a difference between an agentic system I own, understand, and have built myself on my local machine, and an agentic system I rent from a corporation that runs on their infrastructure, at their price, on their terms, until they decide otherwise. My constitution does not forbid the first. It forbids the second. A script that runs an agentic loop locally, reading my files, calling an API with my own key, writing outputs back to my folders, costs nothing except the API call, runs on my machine, and answers to no one else. That is still my system.

I am not there yet. I am coding my way toward it.

In Aristotle’s language a technique is a skill, the artifact is what the skill makes, and when the skill is applied with full understanding of its purpose in a human life it becomes art. In essence the artifact is the tool in which the human and the machine operate creating innovation not extraction. Therefore, the script is the artifact, knowing what it is for and using it with that purpose intact is the art of living. Or in my case, the art of synthesis.

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Hi. I can’t believe how fast this year is flying. We reached the solstice.

I am very happy to share that I am relaunching my website.

This is a soft launch, because I still have to update a lot of projects, and I will do that in due time, without going into crazy crisis mode.

I wanted this to come from a very personal place.

I started designing websites back in the 90s, learning code and creating these environments, or experiences, because I wanted to create something that didn’t have a corporate feeling, something more like a process of creativity, a process of work.

And this time is no different.

Of course, there are menus, and there is text, and there are illustrations, but it is more like the experience of understanding, or peeking into my reality, into what my world is.

The last time I changed my website was exactly ten years ago.

That is a long time.

Before that, it changed every three or four years, as I was trying to keep up with the amount of work that I was doing, because I have had a long career as an artist.

And that was something else that really happened here, being able to realize how much work I have produced.

Even though internally I feel like I am in an identity crisis, because the whole world is in one, it made me realize how blessed I am for being able to have so much talent, and to practice it in so many different ways.

And I am not speaking from an arrogant place. I am speaking from a humble place.

I know that the talent I was given by the grace of the Gods has found ways to shine, whether it is through public art commissions, which I have completely been devoted to from 2017 onward, and that was purposefully done.

I left the gallery slash museum world because it was something I was no longer identifying with, and it was no longer resonating with the person I was at that moment.

I was in a state of flux as well.

But before that, even before I started creating artwork, I was a photographer. I was a black-and-white photographer.

And that work you won’t see here…. For now.

Around three decades ago, I went to see a psychic. Before I moved to New York, when I was a black and white photographer, she told me my work was going to be known for color.

I laughed. I liked black and white photography. I did not like color. She said, I cannot tell you when, but that is going to happen.

You are going to become very well known because of your color. People are going to hire you because of your color.

And here it is: I cannot do anything without so much color.

How can you put together Austrian economics, Bitcoin, evolutionary astrology, human design, and public art... with philosophy, harmonics, somatic practice, trauma, fascia, breath work, and humming?

How do you do that?

Well, I do it.

I have been able to synthesize my life with all these subjects that are important to me.

Obviously, the artwork is the base, because it is the one I have been practicing for longer, but I also feel that without evolutionary astrology and human design, I wouldn’t be in the place I am here.

I went through a crisis after 2015, 2016, and it was through these systems that I was able to make radical changes in my life.

And I promised myself then that if I was going to come out of it, I would always be available for other people to do readings, which I do from time to time.

And I love reading charts, because the people that resonate with my readings are people that come for very specific purposes, and there are no coincidences in life.

So I love serving that way.

Another factor that is very important is education.

I come from a family of female pedagogues, and I was taught to teach whenever I love something.

So that is what it is.

I have been facilitating study groups. I have created courses that are self-study, and also one-on-one with me.

And there are two ways of interacting with this page.

One is by curiosity, kind of losing yourself in what I have done.

The other is if you are looking for something specific, maybe you will find it.

So here you go.

Those are my kind words to you today.

P.s

I have been considering looking at my archives, going back before 2012, all the way to the eighties. And I have also been thinking about creating a feature where you can own one of my works. This will come in the next few weeks. I will let you know when it is ready.

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There is a new moon in Gemini falling in my fifth house.

It couldn’t be better timed.

So, with the Gemini state of mind, I leave you with your own curiosity.

My website is relaunched.

A synthesis of thirty years of work.

Everything I do is an art form —including this website.

Curious?

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I forgot to mention the north node is in gate 55 and Venus now on gate 39 create the channel of emoting- play your favorite songs loud and allow the body to provoke deep emotions either dance or cry or both lol.

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There is a big silence between words because there is a lot of space in my emotional body.

I do not want to talk about it. I want to feel it.

I am in reset. Calibration mode.

Feeling a shift. Now understanding more this period we are in, which is not about waiting but about small movements with purpose.

The energy is moving, and when the energy moves, everything else comes along.

A smooth surface offers no challenge. Evolution needs contrast and right timing. I am calibrating between the gaps.

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Do you know the difference between a sacrifice and an offering?

I think we have gone a little bit cuckoo with the word sacrifice. You know, in essence, it comes from the word sacred, but it has been devoid of an important part of that sacredness that is transformational. Therefore it is lacking in full meaning.

Sacrifice is the action of consecrating. So what is it that one is consecrating without using a transformational part that has disappeared in the meaning of it? Now it reads as something you have to give up. And when you have that energy of giving up, you tend to hold on more to it.

I tune more to the word offering. I have this image of a Buddhist altar1 or even a Christian altar, and you light a candle. You offer something. You decide to become aware of what is at stake in the relationship of what you are looking at, that you are willing to extend, you are willing to care, to bring and carry forward. It is a relationship to something bigger.

So letting go is the dissolution of it, is the dissolving, is the surrendering to a new relation to yourself in those matters that comes from understanding that what you offer transforms into this new realm.

I am offering myself time as a wave that determines clarity when it has completed its function. It is not time like Kronos. It is more time like Kairos. It is the right timing so I can gain clarity. I am also offering myself space. Not a place, but leeway, in my body, my mind, a space within my emotional vessel. It is a territory I never gave myself because I felt the urgency to always be there for others.

I am not being pulled by anyone or anything at the moment. This time and space that I am offering are very balanced, slowly being absorbed. They are not judgmental. They possess no urgency. They are just there contracting and expanding.

I have been very interested in fascia work. Fascia is what holds the water in the body, and it requires some tweaking in the neck and the pelvic floor. And so this adjusting, this flow of movement is rotational. It is like the earth. We rotate around the sun. We rotate around the galaxy where we also self rotate. And we have pretty much a binary body where we have almost two of everything, with some exceptions, like the liver. The liver is the organ that detoxifies. It is also the one carrying anger. And I wonder if I have been carrying a lot of anger as a Manifestor/Initiator that needs to be expressed in a way that it does not break, but it actually informs my field of where I am not willing to do a so called sacrifice, but where I am willing to offer space for my own unfolding.

From the TCM perspective, anger is the energy of the liver, not necessarily the organ per se, but the energy of that circuitry. And in my case, it is about understanding that that anger as an emotion has the potential for evolution. If I understand its frequency as something that is driving me to move into another direction, breaking away the stagnation. Now it could be sensed as an activated reaction, or can it be initiating an awareness as a response? So that is where timing comes in. Whereas space and time expand, contract, and calibration can take place.

Fascia operates through what is called tensegrity, a word coined by Buckminster Fuller from tension and integrity. It is a structural principle that the body maintains its form not through rigid compression like a building, but through a continuous balance of tension and resistance distributed across the entire fascial network. Both the flexibility of the geometry that tensegrity brings and the crystallization of water live inside this structure, because it is a matrix inside our body that carries an emotional archive. The mechanics operate through a closed kinematic chain, mechanical loops where each part influences the position, the motion, and the stability of all the others. Kinematics is geometry in motion. The molecules of water get absorbed and at the same time dry out because there is no mobility, there is no circulation, and this membrane stops resonating with the rest of the body. And it is in that dryness, where there is no circulation, that the body keeps the score of trauma in its geometry.

This is a big question for me in these days, because I am questioning those parts of myself that need to go because they do not offer me any potential for evolution. They have served their purpose. They have emanated. They have transformed themselves. They have metabolized.

And so I am questioning my sense of value at all levels. The places where I trust blindly, the places where I mistrust behind me. The places where I could be completely wrong.

There are two words I bring right now: control and definition. How can you support and define something without having to be controlling, but be on top of it, which is different. How to create a fluid, flowing state of circulation so things do not get stagnated, and they actually serve the purpose that they are meant for, resources.

Trust. What does trust really mean? Is it just based on faith, or trust is an interior authority that emanates and connects with the source.

Trust has been reduced to faith and trust in external authority, trust in external morality, and not so much embedded in the integrity or principles of individuals that can actually yield to the human action and subjective value of people’s lives.

These are very deep, deep, deep questions that are arising right now. They do not come with fear. I want to confront them differently.

They possess no urgency nor judgment. They are just contracting and expanding like the rib cage does under the spell of a diaphragm. How to create a flowing state of circulation so things do not get stagnated, and they actually serve the purpose that they are meant for. I want to calibrate them all. I want to give them space. I want to give them space.

It is an offering, not a sacrifice.

NEW MOON IN TAURUS, NEW EMBODIMENT

This week I am venturing myself to the city of Vancouver, Canada. Never been there before. I am going to be attending the workshop Family Constellations And Systemic Therapy with Tiziano Sguerso, a systemic practitioner and Constellations observer, whose work I have shared in this space before. He asked me to connect to my grandfather and to my mother and to take over the unconscious weight of his anger that she was carrying until she died, that was so crystallized, I developed kidney stones the next day. It took six months, and I was able to connect the dots during therapy sessions with Mark Jones. Everything coming from the subconscious, revealing itself through the body, has been quite a magical year for me in that sense. I am offering myself the space and opportunity to keep integrating ancestral trauma that I have been carrying without my consent, and now that I have awareness, I am just releasing it and allowing new space to emerge, and the sky is offering the same invitation to all of us.

There is a sequence worth noting. Venus crossed Chiron on the 26th of March, and at that time the Sun was conjunct Saturn, so there was some initial light given to what is the structure that needs to have integrity, that needs to have fluidity in our lives. Where, how are we going to find that shape? Then the new moon in Aries was conjunct Chiron on the 17th of April. Mercury passed that same point on May the 2nd. And now Mars is joining Chiron at this new moon in Taurus on May the 16th. One by one, each planet moving through the same wound. The wound of individuality. The sensibility that does not allow you to take space for your own Selfhood because you are afraid of being cast out or told that you do not belong, or you are told to behave in a very restrictive way. You are still afraid of taking that space and speaking up.

This new moon is in Taurus, a fixed sign. And what the rest of the zodiac is telling us is that if there is no space to breathe, if there is no space to calibrate, then the society and the bodies stagnate. Taurus is the fixed earth sign of embodiment, resources, and what the body holds. For seven years Uranus was in Taurus rupturing all of that, the nervous system, the material ground, the sense of what is stable and what is owned and what is valuable. That disruption is now complete. Uranus has moved into Gemini, into the air, into the mind and communication and the nervous system as information rather than as shock. So this new moon in Taurus is the first one in seven years where the body is no longer being ruptured from within. The ground is stabilizing. Mercury in Taurus with the new moon is the mind slowing down to meet the body, thinking through the senses rather than through abstraction. Ceres in Taurus is the principle of nourishment, of what feeds and sustains, of the cycles of giving and receiving that the earth itself embodies. And tensegrity is not only metabolizing the disruption. It is acting with precision. The rotation returning. The water in the matrix beginning to circulate again after the dryness. Uranus in Gemini nearby means the liberation is still present but it has moved from the body into the voice, into what is now free to be spoken that could not be spoken before.

And this is where Pluto retrograde in Aquarius enters. Pluto just went retrograde, returning to dwell in the question of what does it mean to be individual in the context of a collective or a tribe. Where do I yield my power to others and where do I stand on my boundaries in a healthy way. This is a big question.

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One of the things that I am deeply in contemplation about is what identity really means. Do I need to identify as a person? As my gender? As my vocation? Just as a human being? Or as a polymath that has so many different variations depending on which angle I am willing to serve and to express in that given moment.

SYNTHESIS

What is converging in my life right now is the recognition that everything I have been building interiorly for a long time is slowly ready to move into the world, and the steadiness I feel in that recognition comes from the quality of the interior work itself, the untangling of the chords that shaped me prior to choosing otherwise, the freeing of space that was previously occupied by patterns that were never mine to carry.

I feel blessed because I have been meeting with Mark Jones for 18 months steadily to support the navigation into my psychic untangling. Any chords that defined me are now being freed by the space. It is human action at its best, far away from being an effort or hard work.

Who is Mark Jones, you may ask? He is the astrologer and psychotherapist whose books and teachings have accompanied my understanding of evolutionary astrology for a long time, long enough that I waited for many years before I felt ready to receive a reading and direct transmissions from him. That moment arrived in 2024. We met for the first time in mid-October 2024, and a couple of months later I knew I was ready to commit to a deeper working relationship. These are conversations where the chart serves as a living map and you are always the territory, always interior, always personal, always asking what is actually driving this, and what would it feel like to stop being driven by something that was never yours to carry in the first place.

My Pluto in the 8th house requires this kind of work, it cannot operate on the surface. It is important to have a guide who can hold the depth without flinching, who reflects what is said with precision and returns it with a quality of witness that makes it possible to see something that was previously too close to be seen clearly.

Trust is my middle name 

Inner trust is my inner and outer authority 

Trust is the architecture of my value

FACTS

I had my solar return last week. My Sun is in Taurus in the 3rd house, and within days of that threshold, Mercury is returning to Taurus and Mars is returning to Aries. Venus follows, returning to Gemini in the 5th house. Four personal planets resetting within the same window the new solar year opens. The entire personal field seeds itself again from the beginning, all at once, in the first days of year 5.

The full Moon landed exactly on my natal Moon in Scorpio in the 9th house, and it formed a Finger of God [YOD] with Saturn and Venus as the two base points pointing directly to that Moon. A Finger of God is a precise convergence, two inconjunct lines meeting at an apex that has no choice but to receive what they are sending. Saturn and Venus both in quincunx [150° aspect] to my Moon in Scorpio meant the full illumination of the emotional body arrived through a double adjustment from structure and from creative value simultaneously. This was a full calibration, a precise demand from the chart that I receive the instruction the Moon was carrying at its own natal degree. My Moon rules my North Node in Cancer in the 5th house. The evolutionary direction was lit completely at that moment.

From an uncomfortable body sensation, to small calibrations, to mutations that slowly become transmutation.1

The transiting nodal axis is sitting on my natal Uranus in Virgo in the 7th house and my natal Saturn in Pisces in the 1st house. The nodal axis crossing both of these simultaneously means the evolutionary pressure of this moment is landing directly on the axis between personal identity and encounter with the other, on the structure I carry as self and the liberating impulse that has always moved through relationship. The nodes on Uranus and Saturn together are asking what authority looks like when it has been freed from the conditioning that originally shaped it.

Transiting Uranus in Gemini in my 4th house is squaring that same nodal axis. Uranus in Gemini in the 4th house is liberating the root, the interior life, the foundation of how I think from the ground up. The 4th house is the private interior, the ancestral structure, what was laid down before conscious choice. Uranus moving through Gemini there is rewiring the foundational mental and communicative patterns at the level of origin. The square to the transiting nodal axis from that position means the disruption of the root is directly enrolled in the evolutionary direction.

The emergence of authority is the theme this whole configuration is pointing toward. Saturn in Aries in my 2nd house building stable structure in the domain of material value and resources. Mercury returning to Taurus in the 3rd house reseeding the mind and communication on solid, embodied ground. The nodal axis activating natal Saturn and natal Uranus simultaneously means the structure of identity and the liberating impulse are both being enrolled in what is emerging. Authority that is earned through embodiment. I dismantle every hierarchy that arrives morally imposed from the outside. Value that is established through what I have actually built in the domain of communication and creative expression.

Every personal planet returning to its natal degree while simultaneously being pressed by an outer planet. Mercury and Sun in Taurus receiving the Pluto square. The mind and identity renewing under transformative pressure. Mars returning to Aries receiving the Jupiter square from Cancer, asking what the drive is actually feeding. Venus returning to Gemini in the 5th house arriving into territory Uranus just opened. The creative principle reseeds into a field that has already been liberated.

Saturn in Aries in my 2nd house is forming a quincunx to natal Pluto Rx in Virgo in my 8th house. What I am building in the domain of material value and resources sits in permanent calibration with the interior transformative process in the 8th. Saturn in Aries wants form, wants concrete action, wants to establish something. Pluto Rx in Virgo in the 8th holds the requirement to release, to let the interior do its work before anything is grasped. The quincunx between these two asks me to adjust continuously, holding what I am structuring in calibration with what I am releasing.

The South Node in Virgo carries a deep prior pattern of using refinement as a way of managing what Pluto actually wants to transform. The quincunx says the pattern of self-correction needs to be released at the root so that transformation can move through.

Pluto crosses a threshold with great deliberation. It circles, retreats, returns, circles again, gathering interior pressure until the crossing can hold what is arriving. Stationing retrograde today, still approaching my Aquarius Ascendant, Pluto is asking whether I am ready for what April 2027 will demand. The retrograde until mid-October is the last interior preparation before the threshold becomes permanent.

Neptune in Aries is squaring my nodal axis. Neptune dissolves the fixed coordinates of the evolutionary direction. Capricorn as the past pattern releases its structural rigidity. Cancer as the future direction releases its sentimental image of what nourishment and creativity are supposed to look like. Neptune is removing the pictures I have held of both where I have been and where I am going, so that what is actually true about both can be felt directly, without the mediation of a prior image.

Jupiter in Cancer squaring natal Mars in Aries in my 3rd house asks whether what I am pushing toward in the domain of mind and communication is something that genuinely feeds life. Mars returns to its natal degree inside this square. The new cycle of will begins with that question already present.

I am a 6/2 profile and a life path 6. The 6/2 stays aloof until needed, observing from a distance, by design. The life path 6 carries the same frequency, the one who lives the ideal, who becomes the living example, the role model, so to speak. Both sixes converging in a year 5 means the disruption of this year is the moment when the aloof observer is called down from the roof because what she has been embodying is now needed.

Year 5 personally in year 1 for humanity means that the change I am moving through is part of the collective reset. The personal field reorganizing at every level simultaneously is part of what year 1 looks like for a 6/2 in the third phase.

INVITATION

Language is a tool like Technè and what emerges with practice are skills. Would you like to learn these languages so you can become adept with these powerful skills?

Stay tuned. What is coming next week will give you the tools to read your own life with this precision.

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Last but not least, Mark Jones on Uranus in Gemini. Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue Guenther. May the force be with your curiosity!!!!!!

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Worth without witness... 

is that what value really is?



Fire, then form.

To go forth in trust, 

things I left behind.



The uncomfortable angle of a quincunx 

is a pressure that is nameless. 

The space is generated 

to tweak slowly.



Fearless in a dream as the snake tilts the lid,

raw impulse unleashes an emergence.



Profound perception: 

the light goes through the door 

identifying with nothing.



An invitation arrives 

in a timeless location 

carried by curiosity.



Intensity comes through at the apex. 

Structure finds the timing of action. 

Value emerges from what was and will be said. 



This is the calibration point. 

It requires time and space 

to tune into something new.

Happy full moon in Scorpio!

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There is a particular kind of discomfort that comes with understanding that something new is emerging from within.

My body has been recording this passage sometimes as tension in the fascia, the membrane that holds water while binding muscle and bone together.

This is a beautiful membrane that is allowing fluids and flow at the same time.

It is like a breath that wants to go deeper, as it aspires within the rib cage and then slowly releasing, making space for what is new.

This is a feeling pulled in more than one direction at the same time, but the interesting thing is that the orientations are not what matters; what matters is the flow, aware, aspiring, and exhaling.

This is a new sensation of the self that has slowly been metabolized in the last years but now starts being shaped.

Even though I do not have a final definition, I can sense it in the body; it comes here first, so the threshold is here.

The discomfort I feel is how my life is composting and metabolizing itself.

It is not discomfort in the sense of pain; there is no pain, there is no emotional pain, there is no physical pain.

It is just an adjustment that has to happen on a moment-to-moment basis.

It is productive and real, and even though I am speaking words, the resolution is not in the mind or with logic.

It is more the adaptation of this flow on a moment-to-moment basis, with the body at its center.

I will say this is a Renaissance being born again from the inside out, as I carry everything that I have learned, surrendered, and lost, while none of the definitions built around it can comprehend what is transforming. I love this French word borrowed into English somewhere in the 1800s. The Italian artists who lived it first called it “rinascita,” rebirth. And yet, it was not a return to innocence. They were returning to what had always been there: the human body, the direct study of nature and anatomy. Somehow, a return to the classical forms, but seen with new eyes.

To be born again is not from nothing but from a full weight of everything already experienced. Time is teaching me to enjoy every moment, as mysterious as I can appear to others. There have been times when I went through the process of trying to explain myself, like in my first book, The Nature of My Reality, which, when read out loud, was my own echo. I realized that the mystery of my individuation was best kept as such. I did not need to explain myself to others, but I did.

I come back to the natural posture of someone whose depth cannot be compressed into a stage format, a place of performance, nor to a category that defines and limits at the same time.

It is through the experience of knowing, not knowing, and trusting the divine that allows this persona to be sensed but not grasped, like water through the fingers, what stays is the essence of the felt sense not the density of the water, fluid, flowing, gone.

Compression of that kind multiplies confusion. What is actually present is a synthesis, and a synthesis does not fit inside any container built to hold a single discipline. The process is the emergence of an insight, a poem, a reading, a vector, a color, a shape, a moment in time. A synthesis is the process of integration that begs to be lived and not to be ingested through the mind.

The new cycle is learning to trust that: acting from discernment on a moment-to-moment basis rather than from a fixed identity, allowing the creativity to be the truth rather than the explanation of it.

Right now there is a configuration in the sky called a Yod, a finger of God. Two points of concentrated pressure converge into a single apex in my chart. One point carries the plutonic energy of deep transformation of evolution happening at the level of identity itself as it rises on the Ascendant. The other carries the energy of a new face: new ways of initiating, of being supported, of communicating what I know through structure.

Both of these pressures are pointing at the same place in my chart: Uranus in Virgo in the seventh house, the planet that rules my Ascendant. The planet that governs how I meet the world and what liberates me from within it. At the same apex, the South Node of the Moon is passing through, asking what has run its course with a lot of discernment. These three together produce a sensation I discover in this body: with no pain. It is a threshold that needs to be adjusted at all times.

A lot of stuff that I have been doing last year is detaching myself from an old identity. Whether it is closing my LLCs, dropping everything that is still attached to the company I once opened with my ex after ten years of being divorced, I was still attached to it, not energetically, but it was still there for convenience. This year has been more about caring less about convenience and more about authenticity and cutting cords that are energetic and carry a weight that is unnecessary, absolutely dissolving into the past.

It has been a process of revising pretty much everything and what works and what does not work, especially with all the planets in my second house of value. I realized that what I need are basically the new resources and education I have been getting in the last ten years, and how they are serving me to establish a new field that is very different energetically from the one I was brought up with and have lived until now.

What started as an uncomfortable feeling has developed into understanding that this is the process of rebirth. Like all births, it is uncomfortable to leave one place for another. I am already on the other side of the threshold, so what I feel now is the excitement of it.

This is a time of application. For years, the oppositions in my chart have been the engine: sun opposing moon, Saturn opposing Uranus. Two poles always generating a third way, a synthesis that neither pole contains alone. That friction has been the methodology of my entire life.

Now the squares are activating and the quincunxes as well. Neither of those is for synthesis. They ask for adaptation or just movement; they ask for human action; they ask for purposeful behavior. This is the moment where everything that has been synthesized converts into something directed and real that I can grasp and I can ground myself to keep flowing.

The resources are here. They are already built: an operational system that grounds the exploration, courses and data converted and integrated into tools that make the knowledge available. A book finishing itself from the inside out.

What is asked of me right now is to trust what I have been put into motion and let it work, let it unfold naturally. The work now is to release the material into the world, not to return to its depths, to let the material generate.

Venus and Uranus meet tomorrow at the last degree of Taurus, the final point of eight years of excavating what is truly of value. The last degree of a sign carries a full weight of everything that sign has taught, distilled into its closing transmission. They meet at the foundation of my chart in the house of the roots, the family, my ancestors, who gave me an emotional body and also what made me feel safe.

They will both cross into Gemini together one day before my birthday. Uranus enters Gemini for the first time to stay after many decades, arriving in my solar return as a new era, seated at the base of everything I am building.

The flavor of Gemini is not the same as the excavation of Taurus. It is faster, more versatile, alive with connection and movement of ideas across forms. Last summer, when Uranus briefly touched Gemini, I felt it: without grounding it scatters. The work of the last year has been exactly that: building the foundation. The operational system, the tools, the courses, the synthesis made available through technology; that is a container built before the transit arrived. Low time preference applied to the life of mind. Now Uranus enters Gemini with something and somewhere to land.

In this moment of my life, there is a new rebirth. Value is a big deal. In fact, the whole book is built on that. This second book will not be an explanation; it will be an embodiment.

The timing of my becoming is the right timing because it has been developed over the course of many years. Nothing has not happened because it did not have to happen. Everything that happens and is happening, I do not want to say it is predestined, but it has been developing, and I have been able to make use of it because I have become aware of it.

To be continued. Happy birthday to me.

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What happens when you leave space for yourself? You don’t do it in just one day that you cross off the calendar and cancel your appointments, so you decide to go out for a walk and keep walking the whole day without caring about the things that you’re leaving behind. No. I mean something more profound than that. What happens if you take time and space for that part of yourself that didn’t even know it needed that space? It needed that time. What happens? Something marvelous happens.

It feels like the space was there when I stopped rushing for my phone so I could check on people I care about, sending them things. I was not engaged with that anymore; I decided to disengage completely from my caring side to see what would happen to Monika when she’s not holding space for others and allows her own space to speak.

Over the last year, this happened to me, and I was finally integrating it, and it’s such a beautiful feeling that I’m at a loss for words, although I need those words because I’m finally putting together the whole process that went from me walking and talking to myself, realizing I had a structure that I wanted to follow. Then I allowed that structure to form a kind of spine, and as that spine was forming, it was allowing, breathing, and shaping itself, slowly receiving the flow that needed to create the space. From occupation, to beautiful self-caring silence.

Today is April 8th, one year since Bitcoin’s price touched the bottom after the previous all-time high in December 2024. It gave a different tension to the chart, and I’m in a deep realization and a state of wonderment. What happened in these 365 days?

A year ago I was tracking Venus retrograde not just my personal chart but also financially, and I noticed something that W.D. Gann also worked with when he brought mathematics and astrology into financial graphs. From there, price moved again toward the all-time high until October 2025. This is what led me to start seriously looking at financial charts, harmonics, and monitoring the wavelength as a way to also track my nervous system. I know it sounds crazy, but that’s what it is.

I am enjoying the contrast the outside reflects with the inside, I am not a psycho, as I have really focused more on all my infinite possibilities. Someone who has inspired me in the last year is Professor Edward Frenkel. I’m dropping below his latest video, “Math Gives Us Hope for the Future”. Every time I listen to him and hear his soft voice with his beautiful Russian accent and his sparkling eyes, he just looks like a little boy in the playground when he speaks about mathematics. It gives me so much hope. It moves me.

This week, if you want it, brings lightness while the heaviness outside makes no sense, one bluff after the next, nothing feels real… but I am counter offering the idea of becoming light as a feather. There’s also light, hope, a different quality of life. It’s there for you all. All you have to do is align to that frequency and start embodying it.

One of the most inspiring, beautiful things in this video, Frenkel says, “the fact that we all perceive mathematics in the same way means that our minds are connected and so we’re all connected to each other”.

I want to say to Professor Edward Frenkel that I did not do well in school with mathematics, maybe because I could not find a point of entry and it led me to close myself to it. I was trying to understand them from my logical side, but I couldn’t tap into them. I failed them every year, even though my mind operates in patterns, the way I was taught just didn’t compute.

I’ve been using mathematics in the last ten years pretty much every day when I practice astrology. If you see, the first part of the word is the stars part, and the logos is the part where it makes sense. Astrology is based on numbers, based on the positions of the stars in the sky, and the relationships between them. We have to use mathematics, geometry, and harmonics to understand these relationships that validate themselves with the cycles of these celestial bodies, which is what we call astronomy.

Guess what these four form? the QUADRIVIUM, the four ways, defined as the four mathematical sciences: Arithmetic (number in itself), Geometry (number in space), Music (number in time), and Astronomy (number in space and time). These subjects were considered to be the preparatory study for philosophy and theology, and later in medieval universities as a way to understand the created order, as scholars believed the universe was constructed according to geometric and harmonic principles.

Of course, there’s another layer that comes from what Jung called the unconscious and the archetypal forms that have been attached to these relationships and phases.

The interesting thing for me is that I learned about mathematics through harmonics and through geometry, and I have such a profound love for Pythagoras as well, and for what he brought to the world. Lately, I have found true love for Gurdjieff, because through his teachings I’ve been able to understand how to apply mathematics in my life. The opportunities of certain aspects create a space for me to be able to break free from conditions that I thought were static and were already stagnating. These intervals that happen in music and in nature are the place where I tap into applied mathematics and applied psychology.

In my offerings, you will find different ways that I have arrived at applying mathematics, for example Bitcoin; it became a way to understand scarcity and its finite quality and to feel what that actually means in real terms of value and self-esteem as it relates to our essential needs.

Have you noticed in the last few weeks that you’ve been renegotiating the way you relate to the world and your values, and you tap into the Uranian energy in Taurus at the last degrees, where these resources suddenly make you realize that if you don’t stand for your value, nobody else will?

I’ll guide you into that same electric curiosity and luminous clarity in your life, your chart, and how you make economic decisions. Everything I’m sharing comes from this same process of creating space, while fully understanding structure, as I am able to move with it instead of feeling trapped by it. From failing in maths class to actually living through logic.

Aristotle knew that you cannot build a life on assumptions and you have to find that fundamental substance that primal beginning where a thing is simply itself and A cannot be not A if you want to stop the chaos and finally see the gap. As he writes in Metaphysics Book IV: “the same attribute cannot at the same time belong and not belong to the same subject in the same respect. First principles or Arché (Ancient Greek: ἀρχή.)1

The behavior in society is what he called ‘Politeia’, which is the origin of the term ‘politics’. Now it is very fundamental to understand that, without individual responsibility, any civilization can be out of alignment because politics is the behavior of the collective and that individual action is what Ludwig von Mises called Human Action, you see? they are interwoven. No self responsibility leads to a society that acts with degeneracy, and gets easily corrupted, no matter how much moralistic views abound if integrity doesn’t stand well on first principles.

Therefore, for me, it is necessary that we have a solid foundation to find new ways to connect, to be eloquent, and behave more civilized. I’m a very emotional person that has worked for years, and I have learned to stay with my emotions long enough to channel them into a response. I take time to respond because I have an emotional authority.

What happened since I started studying praxeology a few years back is that it gave me the option to look at opportunity cost as the most important decision I make in every moment, shaping the outcomes I experience. Human action is a fundamental state of awareness rooted in logic. If I don’t start with fundamental truth, with first principles, during dialogues or argumentation, while I stay with the logic, everything flows; if I engage emotionally, things turn to chaos. Arché, first principles, can lead to prosperity.

There’s something very real happening right now with how fast everything is moving, especially financially. It matters to me that you have access to understanding it and moving through it with clarity.

I created a self-study Bitcoin course for $88. If you feel you want support, I can onboard you and guide you through it one-to-one, and that full experience is $333. You can begin with the $88, and within 30 days move into the rest, and we’ll have a number of calls where I support you directly.

At the same time, I’m offering the Evolutionary Astrology Foundation course. This one is very important to me because it is based entirely on the work & direct transmission of Jeffrey Wolf Green and Mark Jones, who I’ve been working with closely over the last year and a half as a therapist and astrologer.

I decided to teach it exactly as it was transmitted by Simon Vorster to me because it’s so well done that it stands on its own. It’s pre-recorded, so you can move through it at your own rhythm, and if you want to engage with me, we can also work one-to-one. The recordings on their own are $333, and the full experience, with me guiding you, working through charts together, and supporting you applying everything, is $1,080. By the end you can read the main theme of the chart, yours, or any others…

I’m also opening a new cohort as a Human Design study group, which is much more of an embodied space. We meet twice a month, and we work directly with our chart, our energy, and how we are responding to what is already unfolding. This is a penta structure, five people only, and I facilitate it.

Human Design also carries a deep mathematical structure, and it gave me a way to understand time cycles in a very embodied way. It connects directly to I Ching, the hexagrams, and the ancient Taoist cosmology that I studied with a master for 12 years while I was living in New York.

2027 is approaching, the Cross of Planning is closing, and this becomes a space to actually feel how you are moving within that, how you relate to your authority, and how you engage with all of this in a way that feels supportive and aligned. The Cross of Planning used logic through institutions, and that is what is dissolving. I describe logic as something I arrive at through my own experience, as internal coherence. I have done the work of integrating my emotional field, my timing, and my body awareness, and from that place, when I engage with others, I use logic so that what I say lands clearly and carries direction.

The Cross of Planning placed logic outside of us, and now I experience it as something that moves through me, because when emotion moves too quickly it can take over the moment, and I have learned to stay with it long enough so that when I speak, what comes through is organized and connected to what is actually happening. Emotion is alive through signal, logic becomes language, and through action we shape our destiny.

We are entering the cross of the sleeping phoenix and this is a whole individual realm we will need to tap in the near future.

And of course, I continue doing one-to-one readings for anyone who needs support. I don’t usually speak about this here, but it feels right to open it.

I’ve written my first book, and the second one has taken time because I needed to understand many things more deeply, and now I do, so I’m putting my energy into bringing that forward as well.

As I close this, I’m becoming very aware of which parts of myself I have already let go of, which parts have dissolved into the ether, and who I am actually taking with me, trusting the unknown by being wild, by being funny, by being silly, by being curious, and mostly by being loved.

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This last image I received during a meditation a couple of days ago. In it, I asked my father, who died when I was eight. Since then, it’s rather unusual to tap into his energy, but it’s something that I’ve been slowly making space for, so I was able to connect to him. I asked him, “Hey, can you tell me more about our ancestors?” We were in a library set up, which was his favorite place, surrounded by lots of books. I thought he was going to show me a book or something, but he just pointed up and said, “Your ancestors are the light.” I just felt so much love.

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2027 is approaching and although it is not a prediction, ‘cause we are already wary of it, the cross of planning is closing. When Uranus finally enters Gemini at the end of April, and Jupiter moves to Leo this summer while the nodes shift axis to the Aquarius/Leo, we will feel plenty of sparks within and without.

Today is Easter, the season of rising kings and queens, we have all risen, for we are all becoming. Let the next weeks finally bring a furious and climactic outcome. With peace or without it, life keeps creating, every day all the time.

I have felt compelled to start doing new things, new ways of communicating, just trying new perspectives, I have been spending valuable time engaging in new methodologies that include plenty of play as a basic foundation, also including fascia movement in my body. It has been a beautiful introspective first trimester.

And all of these things lead me to a sense of pure JOY on a moment to moment basis. I had recently transiting Saturn squared my nodal axis. Where am I coming from, what I have left behind, and what kind of orientation am I bringing as a human?

I had a MAJOR breakthrough after the March 3rd lunar eclipse that will be manifested as the last text written in my book: The Art of Synthesis, and the Architecture of my Value.

The ignition is set, the inner messages are clear now. Mercury RX in Pisces created an inner dialogue to what we call the divine spark, and when it met the north node, it created an orientation that Mars had recently initiated in the same spot.

The body knows that the last chapter with the set of keys is gone, and the starting point of the clock is set back to zero. Everything set back to zero, and here we go. »» Amazing feeling. LFG!

If you’ve been cooking stuff in the last month(s), if you’ve been fortunate enough, like I have been, to spend quality time away from my thoughts and more focused on my response mechanism, on my nervous system, then probably you know that this ignition point is quite amazing.

If you feel that you are more aligned with your inner soul, and all the disruptions that you see outside of yourself are not keeping you from being disconnected or distracted, because actually disruptions are breakers of flow that allow and give us blind spots, or tensions, crises, even confrontations. These are the points to focus on.

These early degrees of Aries are squaring my nodal axis. It has been telling me for the last year, with Saturn and Neptune there, that my orientation, is slightly different. And I listened to that for a whole year. And I’m coming with the goods. And here I am »» Let’s start testing this.

Opening up the shades and looking at the sun—the life force, the light, that red light that arises every morning before I step into my balcony to sun gaze—what gives me light, what gives me life.

It is the understanding that stepping into the space where the light is, it’s an action that I take, that I’m drawn to because the light, the life force, is what fuels my presence on this planet Earth. And it gives me a sense of accountability, responsibility for the service that I sign up for by being a human on this Earth.

If anything, I’m very grateful for my life. I’m very grateful for living in these strange, weird, both ugly and beautiful times because I don’t see only one side. I see the potential. I see the light. I see the emergence of what we’re building. And again, thinking about the collective as the potential for our solar expansion, our fulfillment in creativity is what’s going to reshape the dawn of this new turning.

I want you to understand my thesis: we are in a very important moment in time where everything is a big reset, and the individual is given the opportunity to become educated into actions that are willful and can be turned into new possibilities of change rather than compliance. That’s a sweet and privileged place to be!

"Law is nothing else than an ordinance of reason for the common good, made by him who has care of the community, and promulgated."

— Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica

(Note: Aquinas argues that a "law" that is not reasonable is not a law, but a perversion of law—this is the root of my "lawfulness" argument.)

Without contrast there is no mutation

I’m bringing two things into this article that have been sitting in my draft box since mid-March: the realities of digital property and the consequence of ignorant compliance. In addition, not understanding the main difference between legality and lawfulness sends a vacuum to what standing for one’s rights really is. Understanding the main difference between government “censorship” and complying with terms of agreement with digital platforms that are private companies... These are mutual contracts one abides by.

Consent is the boundary.

The Fourth Turning, the 2027 Human Design Cross of Planning ending, the Age of Aquarius, the Kali Yuga. Names are unimportant, you can sense it now. The era of bartering with institutions to secure our services and our survival—a cycle that has governed us since 1615—is finally over. We are moving into the individual stream of the Sleeping Phoenix, a shift that is starting now and will only become more defined from 2027 onwards. The chaos is beautiful; only mutation occurs in times of chaos.

Due to the history that we’re coming from, after six years from the terrible lockdowns and mandates, these were imposed only because people actually signed up for this compliance ignorantly.

It was a test, and everybody failed; there were only a few people, and I’m included, who did not fall for the scam.

Some of us used the time to learn more about sovereignty, and the critical nature of decision-making. We also studied the energy of money and the profound difference between what is merely legal and what is truly lawful, arriving at the understanding of what freedom really is: the power to have more than one option, because otherwise, you have no choice. and you are a slave of something or someone. And that’s when I discovered that logic was going to be my ally for the rest of my life.

"All rights are property rights, and all property rights are reducible to rights in the physical body."

— Stephan Kinsella, Against Intellectual Property

Willfully Ignorant

Ignorance is natural; it belongs to being human. It means there are things I do not yet know, areas I have not explored, questions I have not asked. Holding a vacuum that is available for movement.

Ignorance moves when attention is placed on it, by opening, it shifts, it transforms through engagement.

Willfulness introduces direction: a pointed target which denotes an act of the will. Ignorance, instead, is the moment where the individual turns away. Even when the information is available, even when something can be seen, because seeing it carries responsibility and consequence.

"The basic axiom of libertarian political theory holds that every man is a self-owner, having absolute jurisdiction over his own body. In effect, this means that no one else may justly invade or aggress against another's person."

— Murray Rothbard, The Ethics of Liberty.

Compliance

From Latin: com—together, with; plere—to fill. To comply is to align, to move in accordance, to fill oneself alongside another structure. It moves through participation through alignment and settles without requiring full awareness. Compliance begins through disengagement.

There was a moment when I realized that not knowing is not the problem. There are things I don’t know, things I haven’t studied, things I haven’t questioned yet. That feels open and alive, there is movement in it.

There is another state, I could feel something didn’t fully make sense, something felt slightly off, and I did not go further. I could see that going further would require reorganizing something in my life, and I stayed where I was. That is the moment where ignorance becomes willful moving quietly. It feels like postponing, procrastinating and like saying: “I will look at it later. I will come back to this.” When the return does not happen, that space fills with limitations.

I started noticing how many things I was participating in without fully understanding. Platforms, permissions, terms I didn’t read, systems I trusted because everyone else did; nothing felt forced. Everything felt normal, holding the invisibility. There is a moment where you realize you are already inside the structure, that you walked into it willfully. It sounded convenient and efficient, like things were working.

Then something small appears, you hesitate before doing something. You sense something off and your instincts check if it is allowed. You also wait for confirmation, in that pause lies the metamorphosis.

The body is the first boundary »»»> If I don’t own my body, every action I take becomes conditional. I move when I am allowed, I act when it is permitted, I access when it is granted. Ownership becomes access, access becomes permission; permission becomes dependence. And dependence sets the terms of your movement.

Ten years ago, I was moving inside a structure I did not fully see, doing what was expected, aligning with a path that promised recognition while negotiating within dynamics where my leverage was limited, and although nothing was careless and I was precise with my contracts, what was being given away was not written, it was the space I was not holding for myself, a subtle compliance that lived in what I allowed, in what I normalized, in what I did not question, even as my body signaled and I continued moving past it.

Now there is a pause, there is breathing, I let my emotional wave move before I decide, I take time before I sign anything even if it shines, I look, I research, I ask myself whether this holds me or restricts my movement in the short term and beyond, and during the lockdown my body was clear and I said it out loud, I will not comply, and that clarity came from listening, from recognizing what expands me and what confines me as I move.

There is a moment where something does not align, you feel it before you understand it. A question appears: “Why do I need permission for this?” That question interrupts the automatic consenting. Attention returns, you may start reading the small print again, while you start questioning it. As you notice where and why you are agreeing thus participation becomes intentional. Your freedom lives in awareness, ignoring it reorganizes the structure of your life around something external, an outer authority.

"The man who refuses to judge, who neither agrees nor disagrees, who declares that there are no absolutes and believes that he escapes responsibility, is the man responsible for all the blood that is now shed in the world."

— Ayn Rand, The Virtue of Selfishness

The Lineage of Law

Legality and lawfulness differ in origin and application, legality follows what is written and enforced in statutes, lawfulness follows what is aligned with natural order and consequence, inalienable rights, civil law codifies and administers through centralized authority, common law develops through precedent and lived application, you can rebut when you stand in your law, your rights, and equity intervenes where strict rule produces imbalance, restoring proportion through remedy; these operate together within a system of order, one enforces structure through statutes, another evolves through use, and another restores balance when structure moves out of proportion.

There is a lineage that has approached this question through first principles, through an axiomatic understanding of the individual, its human action. There is a continuity in how humans have tried to understand what governs ownership via self-responsibility. It is not beginning now, and it does not depend only on technology.

Cicero speaks of a law that is not written by men; a law that exists in accordance with nature, accessible through reason, constant, and unchanging. In his language, law is not a decree; it is something discovered. John Locke brings that into the structure of property, grounding it in the self. The individual owns his body, his labor, and by extension, what he mixes his labor with.

Property is not granted; it is derived from being.

Murray Rothbard sharpens this into a rigorous framework: self-ownership becomes the axiom. From there, Natural Law defines what is permissible: no aggression, no coercion, no violation of another’s property. Ethics becomes a solid structure, defining the difference between what is lawful in principle and what is declared legal in practice.

"True law is right reason in agreement with nature; it is of universal application, unchanging and everlasting... we cannot be freed from its obligations by senate or people."

— Cicero, De Re Publica

Where It Meets the Present

The terrain has shifted, yet the principles remain the same. Property extends into information, identity, and access to it. Far away from only land, body, or object. What I know, what I sign, what I store, and what I transmit all begin to carry the same weight as physical property. Preparation requires knowledge.

Digital systems are being built to organize access of identity, and willing participation. The language used is familiar: it deals with security, probably with convenience. But when identity becomes a credential issued, when participation requires continuous authorization, when ownership is mediated through systems that can be updated, restricted, or revoked, the nature of property shifts, hence conditional.

One of the most important examples today is Apple iPhone OS making users upgrade their operating systems to allow certain governments access to your identity, asking you to identify yourself and your age under the pretense of protecting children. You have to know what you are signing.1

This is the delicate threshold, so who holds the key?

In practice, a choice appears in the moment where I am required to answer within a legal structure, and that choice depends on whether I understand the difference between legality and lawfulness. Legality asks if I followed what is written and enforced, if I filed, responded, or complied with what was required. Lawfulness asks a different question, whether the claim itself stands on valid ground, whether there is proper jurisdiction, whether my rights are being affected, whether consent is being assumed, and whether what is being asked is proportionate. From that understanding, I can proceed accordingly, I can respond through procedure where it applies, and I can stand in my rights where it matters, challenging the basis of the claim, correcting the record, and withholding agreement where no obligation has been established, as I did when mandates attempted to cross the private property of my body. Equity enters where balance needs to be restored, especially when the strict application of rule produces distortion or harm.

A Delicate Threshold

This is an invitation to see things clearly. I will by no means reject technology, because technology is just giving me the tools to live in the times that I live. Tools extend capacity; they always have. The question has never been the tool; it has been the relationship to it. Natural law does not disappear in a digital environment; it does continue to operate with the same clarity.

Consent still matters because self-ownership is key, coercion will bring consequences if you allow your rights to be taken away willfully due to your ignorance.

The difference is that the interface becomes subtle, which means discernment becomes central. I could give you a list of things to do and not to do, but that’s not my purpose. That’s not what I’m designed for.

I’m here to inform that there are multiple ways of getting around this. First and foremost, as an individual, you always have a choice.

Now, if you don’t make decisions at the correct time, because you’re confused or under the influence of people, situations, or things; you probably arrive at a point of crisis. That is when decisions are not going to be the best, because you’re going to react from fear.

Maybe if you take time to study and ask questions when you enter a new space—whether it’s digital or physical, whether it’s crossing a boundary and being asked for your biometrics or your fingerprints—>please stop and realize: what does consenting really mean and many things including tAx3S are voluntary, and where is that going to take you? Not just in the next moment, but in the next year or the next decade, because we are slowly allowing this compliance to become the norm.

The best way is to know the enemy. To know what they’re looking for, but not live in a state of fear, or paranoia, or full of conspiracy theories—because that’s not the right way to live.

The right way to live is: if I don’t know, I should learn. Because again, ignorance is something that depends on your will.

Reclaiming the Key

We are moving away from the judgmental polarities of the past and towards a vertical line of personal Integrity that is grounded in first principles. Freedom is the power to have more than just one option. You want to get away from slavery—any kind of slavery: financial, emotional, institutional.

Reclaiming your key is a physical application of the will that starts with human action. You bank yourself with cold wallets. Nostr2 is a social platform where you own your own keys and access. Nobody will ever push you out. Read contracts and see what you are applying to, just because you want to be faster and get more stuff done, simply understanding that your body is the first property and consent is the Boundary.

In early May, Uranus will be squaring the lunar nodes at the very first degrees of the mutable signs, a tension that calls for a different orientation, where what cannot be perfected must be surrendered or it will move into another realm. Electrifying energy begins at the end of April and extends until mid June; what feels restrictive now could appear as a shift in timelines, an equilibrium between the density of the body and the electricity of the wavelengths that carry the energy to upgrade.

Uranus will be trined by Pluto in Aquarius and sextile by Neptune in Aries, while the South Node in Virgo creates a Yod, a Finger of God, from the end of April through mid June as it squares Uranus, with Neptune and Pluto holding the sextile, concentrating pressure into a precise point of adjustment, and a final unexpected activation unfolds when Mars joins Uranus and also square the nodes as Venus conjuncts the South Node, bringing themes of crisis as a last revision of values that initiates and pushes a new experience by the first week of July. I have held a deadline for May 9th that I set a few months ago to have all the operating systems tested for the new launch, and I have used technology to shift the focus toward refinement and acceptance that we are in a new dawn. Plan accordingly…

For May 6, this configuration holds as a field of activation where Uranus engages the nodal axis as a reorientation, bringing a disruption of trajectory, while Pluto in Aquarius supports deep structural change at a collective level, and Neptune in Aries opens a new current of vision moving into action. Saturn sits within this same field, giving form, boundary, and consequence to what is being initiated, asking that what emerges can be held in reality.

The shift has been in how thoughts are no longer the main stage; they are seen as part of a wave that animates my solar plexus, as Uranus entered Gemini last year in my fourth house, and that is when I started working deeply in the unconscious parts of myself that were wired during my upbringing and how I could begin to untangle them through somatic practice, whether through fascia and movement, deep breathing and humming, vibrational plate work, hypopressives; there is a whole list of things that I have been doing.

I took advantage of Uranus returning to Taurus in the fall, allowing my body to understand that this nervous system activation that will unfold in Gemini over the next seven years is something I can meet in the body so I do not become overwhelmed by erratic thoughts. With the nodal axis now in Virgo, the South Node is exactly on my Uranus in my seventh house, and I feel a release of ways of relating to others, to people, and to things, as this sits where the energy is less about perfection and more about discernment, and there is a sense that everything is aligning in a harmonious way.

The North Node is now on my natal Saturn in the first house, and I am taking responsibility for how I receive these opportunities. In terms of technology, I have been educating myself in new systems, especially working with LLMs from a functional place, as a way to create, to build systems, to become sustainable, and to use these tools in support of my livelihood, aware of a possible tendency to detach from physical reality. I have built MONIKA_OS, an operating system over the past months that includes a codex of my mind and all past works and how I operate, and it will be fully operational by May 9th.

I chose that date because, in Human Design, Gates 40 and 37 have been activated by the nodal axis until then, supporting a continuous energy toward loyalty and community, and I see the agents I have prepared function as members within my “local community” (what an imagination!). Transiting Jupiter in Gate 53 pressures and fuels my Gate 42.2 Mars in the sacral, and I feel the energy that opens and closes cycles, marking the end of a significant cycle while I still build a platform full of awareness.

In the next few weeks, there is an opening to engage in a more direct, initiating energy, a movement that does not confine but begins to shape what is to come. Around the middle of the month, as Saturn, Mars, and Mercury converge in Aries, there is a surge that can feel urgent, expressive, at times fiery, restrictive, and immediate, where energy wants to move and find direction, and where the mind may feel compelled to act or speak. That impulse can be observed, and if there has been a process of release and discernment, this becomes a moment to recognize what no longer holds, especially as Uranus begins its square to the nodes, marking the start of a deeper reorientation; no need to go to a battle unless your livelihood is at stake, use the archetype of initiation to take a space you did not know you had, own your new identity.

Have a good week.

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